Ever since I was a child I've always felt dark and something bad around me. When I was sleeping on the top bunk in my room, I saw a shadow figure fill the doorway and I couldn't look into the closet (Id pray) either as I felt "it" at the time I never saw it but sensed it.
Now years later it has come and gone in my life. I would get this gut wrenching fear in my stomach before. It always happened the same way... I'd sense it walk up to me and lean in inches from my face. One time in my apartment it happened and I couldn't open my eyes.
Then I was home alone in the same apartment and at the edge of the bed I'd hear "are you going to wake up, or what?" I would get up and the feeling would fade. A few years later I was in my car at a bridge contemplating taking my life. When I looked over, in the passenger seat an exact twin of me except with green eyes. She was as solid as you or I am. She just stared at me, and I really thought she was going to touch me (but she never moved) she radiated this dark mean energy and said "what are you going to do about it?" I had a hard time looking at her and I couldn't talk. She eventually disappeared and the energy was gone.
Now fast forward to this weekend, I was sick with a virus and in my bed sleeping. My husband had just left the room and I heard glasses lightly clinking together (my daughter likes to look at my essential oils). I remember thinking why did my husband leave her in here? But I fell asleep. Right after that I sensed someone walking up to my side of the bed. I was going to open my eyes when the feeling of fear grabbed me, again I felt "it" lean over to my face. I put my arm over my head and opened my eye's expecting my daughter to be there. She wasn't.
I think it attacks me mentally. I'd get images of hurting someone or seeing them suffering (I would never hurt anyone like in the images it showed me). It actually did this before years ago; it showed me hurting my son. I snapped and took pills. I fear this is going to happen again and even though it never physically hurt or threatened me I am scared; no terrified. I'd pray hard saying "please protect me from bad and evil, please don't let me see, hear or dream of anything bad" every night. It comes around once a year usually and what do I do? Has anyone experienced this?
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