Author's Note: This story might seem a bit disjointed. It involves incidents that take place over many years that did not appear to be related until recently. There is a significant amount of back story that is needed to frame my recent experiences. I have chosen to tell the events in chronological order so that everything is as straightforward as possible. This story is a tad long. If you want to skip ahead, my Succubus appears in the fifth paragraph.
When I was a kid, perhaps seven or eight, a shadow appeared in the corner of my room. It was pacing rapidly back and forth. At the time I was too scared to put my glasses on and thus did not get a good look at it. Rather I turned over and shut my eyes. It never appeared again. However sometime after that a woman would appear at the foot of my bed. She was blond and always faced away. The only time she appeared was early in the morning after I woke up, but before I got out of bed. Curiously she appeared to be dressed as an 18th century soldier which sounds strange since women did not serve in the military at that time. It's also worth noting that no one in my family has blond hair. At some point this stopped, possibly because I started waking up later.
At various points in my life afterwards I would feel as if someone was with me guiding and protecting me. This presence was never threatening in any way. Over time the experiences described above were forgotten. It might also be worth noting that throughout my entire life I've often connected to a much greater power than myself that was present in the entire world around me. However it probably has nothing to do with the story. I only mentioned it because my mom and grandmother are sensitives (psychiclally speaking) so the sense of connection might be relevant.
Fast forward to a year ago. In 2011 I was 25 and in graduate school. By that point I had long since forgotten everything above. I began to be interested in paganism, specifically Wicca. Now, my interest in it is not relevant per se since I don't practice on my own and have not intentionally summoned anything. What matters is that several months of going to pagan rituals rekindled my interest in the paranormal. My earlier experiences began coming back to me.
Randomly one day about two weeks ago (mid-July 2012) I became interested in sex spells and sex magic (but practiced neither). However I did run across a spell to summon a succubus. It basically involved envisioning what one wanted her to look like while masturbating. I spent about an hour day dreaming of what I would want a succubus to look like (but did not masturbate). Yet that night, right after going to bed, I felt someone sit on the edge of my bed and touch my leg. At the time, this made me nervous so I told the presence to go away. A thought appeared in my head that wasn't mind: "Is that any way to treat a lady?".
That piqued my interest somewhat so I told the entity to touch me again (at this point I was laying on my stomach). Moments later there was a sensation like fingers on my lower back. The next night the entity returned. I had done some research and got nervous that the entity might be out to suck my energy and possibly kill me. So I told her off, even saying "Demon be gone!". A thought appeared in my head: "Suit yourself". The next day I felt a powerful sense of loss as if someone I loved had left me. Around this time, I ran across this site and saw that some people had had positive experiences with Succubi and that not all were bad just as not all people are bad.
The entity returned a day or two later. Using a suggestion from another story, I tried to communicate by having the entity raise my hands for yes and no. Through this method she revealed the following: she is a succubus, is powerful, but not dangerous, is not monogamous (and doesn't mind if I have other lovers), and we share a bond. She would not reveal her name, but let me call her Shadira. She also revealed that she'd been with me for years. It was at this point that the experiences described in the second paragraph came back to me. Shadira has apparently been watching over me most of my life, but only manifested recently. Not long afterwards, she gave me an orgasm that was more powerful than anything I'd ever experienced. It was electric as if someone was shooting energy into my lower body. It made me feel a bit sick the next day so she did not repeat it. But in the two weeks since that night she has visited on a daily basis.
Shadira takes control of my hands and pushes buttons I didn't even know I had. While I have offended her a few times by thinking of her as more of a sex toy than the powerful woman she is, I am otherwise comfortable with her presence. The only scary experience was when she decided to cuddle by essentially laying on top of me with her "body" draped over mine. That freaked me out a bit. But I have no significant other right now (and having one might be less of an issue anyway since Shadira is not monogamous) and feel totally comfortable with her? Curiously we have not had sex, which is different than many other experiences. Her reason was that she is powerful in the astral world, but not the physical world. That kind of makes sense, but my knowledge of this area is limited.
My apologies for the length of this story. While I know the comments can get heated on this site, it is the only place I feel comfortable talking about my experiences.
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