NOTE: The following ghost experience happened when I was about 11 or 12 years old, so only a few years ago. It was my first ghost experience, but my whole life I have felt different. I think I might be some kind of psychic, or something of that nature, because I always sense things, physically, and I also have visions, sometimes, of what ghosts look like, but I don't see them with my eyes. I like to think of it as seeing the ghosts with my senses, not my vision, like an image in my head. Sometimes I get other information like age, personality, spirit, etc. I love ghosts, and I only fear them if I have reason to.
On Christmas Eve 2009/10 (can't remember), I went to bed at 10:00pm to await my parents to put my Christmas presents in my stocking in my room. I have a lot of trouble sleeping generally, so it usually takes me around 2-4 hours to get to sleep. However, this night I got to sleep before 12:00am (very early for me!)
After sleeping for three and a half hours, quite deeply for me, I awoke at 3:30am. Instantly I felt a strange, cold pressure build up on my waist, and I sensed (for what seemed the first time ever) a presence, as though a person were there with me. I sat up, unafraid, only to feel normal paced breathing on my face. I put my hand out to it and felt the warm breathing in one particular spot on my palm. I was fascinated, and I stayed awake with him all night, but I could not see him.
I could tell a few things about him straight away. Things like his age and personality. I could tell he was older than 17, but younger than 20, that he meant no harm to me, and he was male. (Later on in the year, I tried using a Ouija board for the first time, with my eyes closed for accuracy, and it turned out everything I sensed was correct, and he was 19.)
I don't know why I wasn't scared at all, but come to think of it, I do remember, when I was little, I always felt something or someone with me. I was always a loner, even in playgroup. I was happy by myself, and when I would play, I would always feel like someone was with me. I never had an imaginary friend. If I did, wouldn't I have some kind of image of him/her?
Also, I have always been creative and open minded. I haven't sensed any ghosts in a while, though, so I am beginning to wonder whether I have sadly just lost my ability, being 14 now and all, or if I am not very in touch with myself anymore. I have sort of lost myself over the past few years, comparing myself to others, not accepting myself as I am, trying to lose weight on numerous occasions, and generally being influenced by others. I feel if I get to know myself again, I will sense ghosts again. I mean, I still do a bit, but not as much.
Anyone else have this problem? I'm really concerned, because I love ghosts, and I love supporting them and generally sensing them feels amazing (most of the time) I want my sensitivity how it was before.
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