Please Explain

I was sitting in my father's bedroom the day before he passed away. He had called us all over to see us. I could feel peace in the room as we talked. It felt as though my mother was in the room with us.

He was telling me he would be around for my son's wedding or the birth of my granddaughter when he got this strange look on his face and told me it looked like I was smoking (which by the way I wasn't). He told me it looked as though there was blue smoke around me. Even though I could not see it, I do believe him.

I have been searching the internet search engines trying to figure it out when I came across this web page and was hoping someone out there could help me to understand it.

I believe in ghost and angels. I can't say anything to my family because of the fact that I told my mom when I was 13 I saw my grandfather the morning he passed while I was sitting in school. And after that some people looked at me like I was crazy. They told my mother I need help.

It has me stumped, it has been weighing on me since May of this year. I want to believe it was my mother come to take my father home since my father passed on Mother's Day. It makes me feel better thinking of it that way. I did feel my grandfather in my house that night, like they were trying to let me know everything would be fine,

So if anyone could explain I really would like to know, good or bad. I am at the point to where it seems to be the only thing on my mind lately.

Thanks for letting me tell this with the hopes of closure.