I've always wondered if I had some sort of spirit or succubus around me. My experiences started when I was really young, about 7 I believe. For some reason, on random occasions, I would have this feeling in my chest that would feel as though my heart was being squeezed, and it caused me to breathe heavily, and of course, panic. But about a year or two later, the spirit or whatever it is became more "playful" rather than "painful" I suppose.
One event I clearly remember was one night I was resting in bed and I had this really old remote control car. It was in my closet and upside down and I woke up to the sound of it moving. I opened my closet door and the wheels were spinning and turning wildly. I picked it up and it stopped, then I looked inside it and there were NO Batteries in it. It weirded me out a little but I just shrugged it off and put it away. After that whatever it is seemed to become more... Protective of me I guess. I used to get hurt quite often, be it from falling or whatever unfortunate event passed, but not soon after the remote car event, no matter what happened to me, I never felt pain! I fell out of a tree and it didn't hurt, I fell and gashed open my knee and I felt little to no pain, and I once banged the back of my head pretty hard on the dashboard of my bed, and I had to get stitches because of it, but until I got the stitches, I felt little to no pain yet again! It's like whatever it is that's bonded to me, it nearly too completely prevents me from feeling pain.
I am 17 now and over the years, I have moved quite a lot, and wherever I go it follows me, so it would seem. But so far I have managed to live in the same house for about 5 years now, and over the period of time there has been a sort of "knocking" or "banging" on my wall, mainly when I'm asleep. It's like it wants me to wake up for some reason whenever it does it.
I was on a walk about 4 or 5 months back and all of a sudden this really sweet perfume like smell surrounded me, but when I looked around and tried to find a broken bottle or something, there was nothing there. It was really weird, and the smell seemed to follow me and circle around me for a few seconds then slowly the smell faded.
Ever since I turned 14, I've had many dreams with this girl in it, and in each dream she looks different. She looks around 16 or 17. In most dreams, we have intercourse, but in one she attacked me with these really long and sharp nails. They went through me and I remember as soon as she did it she quickly removed the nails from me and started weeping as she held me, that's when the dream ended... But when I woke up, there was this slight stinging and tingling pain in my stomach and when I looked, there were small red marks.
After reading up on succubus's I realize that there instinct is to drain life and kill, but based on that dream, could it mean that she wants both, wants to kill me, but at the same time, loves me? After all, we have been together, be it a spirit or succubus, for over ten years now.
Is it possible for them to fall in love with a regular human?
Also over the past months I think I've been seeing a spirit or her... A few months back, I was outside in my front yard after it was dark just sitting on the porch steps enjoying the warm weather, and all of a sudden from the corner of my eye, I saw this big shining white light. But when I turned my head to look up, it quickly vanished, in a sort of small flash. The light seemed to be right above or near the top of the trees that are beside my house.
I also saw this shadow figure in my room one night as I lay in bed trying to sleep. It was on the wall to the left of my bed and I know that it wasn't mine. It moved very slowly, as if it was nervous or something, when I finally had to blink, it was gone the second I opened my eyes.
The last thing I have noticed lately is that I randomly wake up with an erection. It's a bit painful, but not extremely. To sum it all up, the older I get, the more it seems to interact with me. As a kid, it tried to scare me once or twice, hence the toy car, and it "seemed" to protect me from pain, but now that I'm getting older, as I said, I have caught glimpses of "something" twice, I once smelled perfume around me with nobody there and no broken objects that could have held the fumes, I have felt "something" that seemed like a touch, although cold, on my shoulder and through my hair, I randomly wake up with a slightly, and mildly soar erection, and one thing I may not have mentioned above, I do have a feeling of fatigue on certain days, but this could be normal, and it never bothers me really. And with that, my story is summed up.
What do you suppose I have that's perhaps "bonded" to me? Could it be a succubus and if it is, one that's in love with me or is it a spirit, otherwise known as your everyday guardian?
It feels like it could be 50-50, but you guys ARE the experts, so I was really hoping you people could give me a hand. If a succubus thrives on people's dreams, could she be trying to tell me something by the whole, "hunt down then cry about it" plot?
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