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2010-11-18
 
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3 Years Of Hell on 2010-11-22

When I was younger, I wasn't inclined towards the spiritual. I drank and smoked and slept around a lot. Somehow during these youthful indiscretions, I attracted something to me. It all started three years ago. I was lying in my bed taking a mid-day nap and I was wide awake. Suddenly I felt something...

Last 20 posts from SucubussesSuck
Date: 2012-09-20
SCBSD message me and we'll figure something out. I don't really use that email anymore. Also, I don't really have a solution and I mainly don't want to be one of those people that claim they do. I just would stress keeping an open mind, talking to people, living your life as much as possible, not repressing sexuality, and possibly pharmecetucal intervention, though i'm not convinced drs know what meds to perscribe in this situation. But I think there is a relation to dopamine and these experiences as evidenced by alcohol deceasing them, marijuana exacerbating, etc etc. I'm considering pursuing this for a master's so I can get a better understanding of it and maybe help people. I think the best thing I could do know is be a support system.
Date: 2012-09-19
Sorry I want to say one more thing. Prayer is really helpful. And got me through so many dark times in my life. But when you think their is a demon torturing you and targetting you and your advice is to attack it with prayer. That is not the solution. It will push you to the edge even more. Religion helps, but fanaticism does not.

Also, parriah I've felt some thoughts pretty similar to you. And I've tried some insane things to get it to stop. Things I'm almost embarrassed to admit. I know its awful. And I know you need help. What really helped me was confiding in those I knew that loved me and that I loved. I don't know if you have a good support system, but I hope you do. Even if you don't tell them what is going on directly, tell them you need them around. Seek them out. Let me know if you need some help.
Date: 2012-09-19
Hi guys,
Another update from me. What Scbsd says is true. I posted on his site for many years. He was open to my opinion, which was that I was suffering from demonic touch. The one thing I will say about Scbsd, he keeps a fairly open mind about these things, which is really all I wanted to say in my last post. But I don't agree with him overall. If they are demons or psychosis or just something else, I wouldn't encourage people to seek purely sexual feelings from them and abandon purely emotional contact with other human beings. Or embrace sex with them over a physical partner they are in love with. I just don't think its healthy spiritually, mentally, or for the simple value of living a rich and enriching life. When I hear people say they love something they can never hold or curl up next to in bed or have kids with, I can't help but feel they are missing out on one of the most amazing things life has to offer. I wouldn't encourage that. But I'm not a doctor or a psychologist, this is just my opinion. Throughout this whole ordeal, I hated the idea of my life become that. And thankfully it didn't. So scbsd I know you were trying to help, but I've never been so glad of anything in my life that I fought against it all those years rather than embracing and starting to enjoy it.

I will say I now work in the mental health field assisting people diagnosed with schizophrenia and I was shocked to meet many people who have similar experiences listed in their case history to what scbsd and me describe but mixed with psychotic symptoms. Now I'm not trying to say this is the cause... I don't think we even really understand schizophrenia well enough to understand what it really means if this is the cause. But it has expanded my point of view to accept that there might not be a strict demonic angle to this.

I think all of you should just keep open minds. There hasn't been a lot of mental health research on this phenominom, its not in the bible really, most of what is posted on here is just what people think. No one knows.
Date: 2012-08-10
The truth is granny. No one has any idea. This is just what I've come to believe. People come to this site with big talk and take advantage of people that are desperate and suffering. Talking and listening helps. But don't tell people things you don't know for sure. Everyone wants to be an expert, but I've yet to meet anyone who actually was.
Date: 2012-08-10
This is a big update for those who still follow this site. I've been doing much better. The touching sensations for the most part barely exist anymore. I hesitated to write here, because I'm still not sure. I don't think what we are dealing with is as simple as God versus Demons or shamanism or witchcraft or any of that stuff. I've come to believe this is a problem of the psychological nature, which would explain why so few people are able to cure themselves of this no matter how much they PRAY. I'm very spiritual and religious but its true, I tried to pray for years and reform my life and it didn't work. I strongly believe that this problem is something on the schizophrenic, schizo-affective, narcolepsy hallucinations or some other high functioning form of hallucination. Meds help, but I don't believe they are necessary frankly and will maybe just make things worst in the long run. I strongly recommend therapy. I believe not suppressing sexual desires helps, but I'm not going to go against anyone's personal beliefs. I've spent a lot of time working with people with mental health issues and this is a problem that is little discussed and very common in the mental health system. Like everything in psychology, its not treated well or successfully which usually leaves those suffering like you and me to believe we are cursed. I don't want to change any ones personal beliefs or say they have a mental illness if they don't believe they do, but I do want to warn you from the crackpots on this site which will tell you lies to serve their agenda. No religious, witch, or ghost hunter knows how to solve this problem. Prayer doesn't hurt, but I don't think it will make your problem go away. Trust in your friends and family. You're not alone. God bless you
Date: 2011-08-13
Hey TheyReallyDo,
Does it only happen when you're asleep? Or wide awake? I would recommend returning to church and making the most of this experience. I too had fallen away from God, but through this experience I have gotten back in touch with my spiritual side and it has been a blessing. I feel like every negative experience can have some positive consequences. Also, as a virgin you might be tempted to go with this. I highly recommend you don't. Wait for a real woman and a real healthy human relationship. This will be all sex and bondage.
Date: 2011-06-11
I should add I've been to the police and they just send me to the hospital, so its more likely than not I'm just being paranoid and anxious.
Date: 2011-06-11
I ended up in the hospital because I woke up with a scratch on me. I freaked out and thought the succubus had possessed me to hurt someone in my sleep. Its been a long and scary month for me. I still don't know if I did something or not. That is why the warning about these beings. I have no memory of hurting anyone and pray everynight that I didn't.
Date: 2011-05-12
WARNING: These beings a dangerous. Please do not summon them or ask them into your life.
Date: 2011-05-04
Out of the hospital now. I've been through such an ordeal with this thing. I guess I let it get to me this time. I will try to follow the dcctor's advice and just ignore it as much as possible.
Date: 2011-04-13
Thanks I would appreciate it. Send me an email at sucubussessuck at yahoo.com.
Date: 2011-04-11
Is that where you imagine a wall around you? I don't really know about it I guess.
Date: 2011-04-11
Hi,
Well it follows me everywhere. When I drive home to visit my mom, it will be there too. When I stay in a hotel. There is no escaping it. I've tried to get rid of it through deliverance mainly. But it hasn't worked up until this point.
Date: 2011-04-09
Red Rider, have you been able to get rid of your incubus? I wanted to contact you, but you don't have any contact information. Email me at sucubussessuck at yahoo.com
Date: 2011-03-26
Well for it to happen you really need to be not moving. When it first started happening it happened everywhere... Sitting on the couch, driving my car, at the office at work. But now it pretty much exclusively happens when I'm lying in bed at night. Also, it follows me everywhere. If I go home to visit my mom, it will be there too.
Date: 2011-03-24
Definetly crazy. Or maybe they would believe me and I don't know if that would be better. Its not the kind of thing you want getting out.
Date: 2011-03-22
Hi Nicolee,
No one knows. I thought about telling a friend recently, but decided not to.
Hey,
I also have attracted the attention of an unwanted sex spirit. I believe these spirits have no actual gender but I have no proof of that. I hear a woman's voice, but have experienced both male and female sex organs. I also wake up paralyzed but most of the sex happens when I awake. Does it have sex with you when you are awake or not? I couldn't tell from your story. I have gone the prayer root too, but have found it unsuccessful. But I encourage you to keep trying. I've found that sleeping around makes the situation worst, so maybe in addition to praying you should change some behaviors. These spirits are very hard to get rid of and I've found that just praying and going to church isn't enough. You really need to change your life. I wish you the best.
Date: 2011-03-06
Hey Javelina,
I don't know if you've researched succubus attacks at all, but they are notoriously hard to get rid of. Its been reported by priests that they just laugh off exorcisms. I've had this problem for a while, so I've researched it a lot and have talked to a lot of people in the same boat. And the outlook isn't really promising. People have suffered with this problem for years. Most people can't seem to get rid of them.
Date: 2011-03-06
Thanks Duality,
I don't think I particularly want to become a monk, but I will continue to use the holy water as a deterrent.