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2011-09-21
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Satanic atheist. Spent most of my life in NE US but recently moved to the south. Lifelong experiences with paranormal/spirits/demons/precognition (deja vu). Credible witnesses. Have grown to enjoy the whole thing. Never looking back!
 
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Demons Keep Me Company on 2011-09-21

I've always sought knowledge of the unseen that provokes feelings and emotions that have no real base in what is happening in reality. I spent the first 20 years of my life trying to kill myself, not not wholeheartedly, but living with a complete disregard for my health and safety. After several mhu...

Last 20 posts from angelswillfall
Date: 2011-09-28
Thanks for all of the feedback errbody. Your concerns for the well-being of my girlfriend have made me take a step back, especially since she is carrying my child. I just like to 'go hard ' all the time, I know there are consequence and I spend my downtime physically and mentally preparing for them. I'm likely to pull the suicide switch if I feel its absolutely necessary. My time in the mhu was crazy. The first time I actually tried to kill another patient. I am schizophrenic and I let errbody know. But 'sane' people seem crazier to me than I am. Yes, these things may be my mind working on me, but I have been dealing with my psychosis for years and am very self aware and I am absolutely sure when I am becoming symptomatic. I go straight to the hospital when this happens. These 'visitors' came at times when I was very stable. Believe it or not, the drugs and hallucinations actually keep these things away from me. But I'm not here going crazy to try and avoid these things, probably to my benefit. 😐
Date: 2011-09-26
Also, most of you are taking yourselves too seriously. Do you guys get judged like this in your stories? Let me know cause I've read a lot of stuff on here that isn't that great or amazing or credible and I recognize a lot of names and it seems like some of you like to stroke each other real hard 😲
Date: 2011-09-26
Yes, I was on lots of drugs at various points in my life and also had long periods of complete sobriety. These events took place over periods of either just mild alcohol consumption or complete sobriety. Also baphomet, yeah sorry, spellcheck. You took it to another level though by being rude. Don't know why all the butthurt people. Please point me toward more credible stories who's authors were fearless enough to disclose as much as me rather than hide their drug use and and psychosis or are simply undiagnosed ranting lunatics
Date: 2011-09-26
P, if I could show you where I've been and what I've seen in life, you'd know you are right. My problem is that that's the way I lean and as hard as I've tried I can't change it so I just embraced it. Terrible things have already happened. I'm behind where I should be in life right now. It's my choice, though
Date: 2011-09-26
Point taken, P. Tx. Granny, I save my energy for people who spend too much of their own on me. Not getting into that discussion due to all the haterz, but we end up all of us keeping each other down and many die young and tragically 😉
Date: 2011-09-26
P I actually enjoy this stuff. Hopefully it will not be lifted. I want as much firsthand experience of the supernatural as possible
Date: 2011-09-26
Granny, philosophy and openmindedness lead to new and wonderful things. Once Christianity had no definition, but look what happened with that. My belief system is one where I don't believe in heaven or hell, etc, but, if given the choice, would choose to burn in hell for eternity rather than twiddle my thumbs in heaven. Hence, my adoption of satanic principles as a contingency plan. Perhaps agnostic satanist is a better term, but I feel better by not acknowledging the existence of god at all. We could debate the semantics forever, but if we do I hope you're giving the same treatment to Mormons and scientologists.
Date: 2011-09-26
Thank you champion because that's what I was looking for when I came here. The story I posted is the most recent event that has occurred in my life. It ended late last year when a beautiful woman came into my life. Yes, it was terrifying, but I am an adrenaline junky and began to enjoy it. I plan on posting prior experiences shortly. My next adventure is a ghost hunt I'm planning for my birthday here in TN. 😉
Date: 2011-09-26
Pjod, let's be mature and stick to the topic. I don't want to get off on a short tangent 😐
Date: 2011-09-26
BTW champion, check out there comments. If you want to sit there and act beta while people talk like that to you, that's your call. If you didn't notice I indicated that I have satanic beliefs, one of which is to repay any wrong done to me tenfold 😜
Date: 2011-09-26
Just checked out your profile bluefoxx. You're a persistent, but terrible troll and apparently the ignorant type of judeo-christian like most. ❤
Date: 2011-09-26
Firstly, Satanic Atheism is a real belief system. Just do some research buddy. Secondly, saying I still live with my parents and personally insulting me indicates that you are probably jealous, something along the lines of your god ignores you hard so when someone with a belief system contrary to yours has an awesome experience you have a jealous rage. Otherwise your probably some manchild neckbeard who never got further than trolling 101. The ridiculous amount of fornication I participate probably attracts this stuff. If you can't believe that you probably spend your life telling yourself that others can't be coupling so much, as much as it appears, because I'm going on 50 and still a virgin. That's probably your logic. 😆