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2012-05-14
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My Incubus And Succubus Experiences. Chest Pressure? on 2012-05-14

I've done a lot of research in the last week and read through most of the incubus/succubus stories here on this site. There is no doubt in my mind that I've got my own. I will try to be brief with my explanations. First off, I want to state that I am not religious. I believe in a higher power and cr...

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Eeek. This is my first time posting here, and I am a little overwhelmed by the bickering. There's some good advice in there and I really appreciate it, but I could do without a lot of the back and forth.

The pressure on my chest is not a medical thing, there is no pain, it is more like swirling mental anxiety focused in one spot. Thinking back, I have felt it during other really low energy times of my life. It only happens upon awakening, and it seems to keep me in bed for longer than usual. I will sleep 12-13 hours when I feel this. The last two times I was visited, I was very aware of it. I am also usually very aware of the moment I shake it off. It's as though I all of a sudden feel 10 pounds lighter.

I haven't had any more visits since I posted. I did feel a slight tingling here and there (during waking hours and when laying in bed), but since I am somewhat obsessing about this, I may be hypersensitive and over analyzing things. Sonri referred to something like this.

I am starting to thing this thing has been around for awhile and may have been prepping me. New thoughts and memories keep coming to light. I am going to process it all, then maybe publish a new story regarding all of that.

I still need to go back and reread everything slowly and in depth again. There is a lot to process and take in and I just haven't had the hour or two I need to take to focus my full attention.

If it only visits me during my low periods, then I hope I never see it again. I am back on a positive streak and I need to stay here. My business relies on me staying focused and positive. A part of me thinks that maybe it catches me in a low point, then just keeps pulling me down further and further. Hmmmmmm...
I did not give much info about myself originally. I am a 35 year old woman. I own my own business and I live my own life. I am very in tune with my dreams and my consciousness. If I came off as a hormonal teen, I did not mean too. I am not married, nor do I have kids. I do not plan or yearn for this life either. I was raised as an only child, and I enjoy my time alone. I take on male and female lovers from time to time, but for the most part I am happy living my life as I do. My cat is my only constant companion. I enjoy my space and my freedom. I like who I am, and I like my life.

That being said, I do have periods of highs and lows. These "beings" (I have other experiences, I just shared the sexual ones) seem to visit during the "lows". This does raise a red flag for me, but I still have never had an issue overpowering them. I don't understand why everyone is so quick to dismiss them as bad. Why can't we interact and learn something from them?
Wow guys! I appreciate all the responses. I am going to take a moment to read them all again in depth instead of just scanning them. My issue with the Jesus talk is that I don't believe it works unless you believe in it. Say things did get out of hand, me calling out Jesus Christ's name would be futile because it would be backed without belief or conviction. This is the main reason I said please don't go there with me. I believe it works for the people who believe in it because their own faith is their power. If it came to it, I would call out to some higher being, but Jesus and/or organized religion would not be a part of it. All the warnings are fine, I appreciate it. I don't really know what I am dealing with and any experiences are good to hear. I hope to hear some possibly positive stories? I am not scared, but curious by these happenings. Time to read it all again slowly.