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2012-07-31
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Chosen By A Succubus on 2012-07-31

Author's Note: This story might seem a bit disjointed. It involves incidents that take place over many years that did not appear to be related until recently. There is a significant amount of back story that is needed to frame my recent experiences. I have chosen to tell the events in chronological ...

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Date: 2012-10-07
[at] Silva: The only thing that works for sure is time. The more contact you have with an unseen being, the easier it will be to communicate with her.
Date: 2012-08-26
[at] Javelina: Good point. They do seem to be more focused on keeping succubi than getting rid of them. It was the only thing I could think of since the forum is basically the only community of its kind other than YGS that I know of.
Date: 2012-08-26
Have you tried the forum that Scbsd mentioned in the first comment?
Date: 2012-08-23
That might help one avoid a succubus. The again it might not. It likely depends on how intent she is on seducing you.
Date: 2012-08-13
[at] Locrian: That she may be in my head was a fear from the start. However I have come to the conclusion she does exist for two reasons. It does not explain my childhood experiences nor the distinctiveness of Shadira's presence particularly when she moved my hands. The feeling is hard to describe, but it did not feel normal. My gut feeling is that Shadira exists. As for the spells I sincerely apologize. It did not occur to me that the one described could be dangerous. In the future I will refrain from saying such things.

[at] galleygal: Whether Shadira is a ghost or a succubus is something I pondered. My instinct is that she is the latter. Of course without hard evidence it's impossible to say what exactly the nature of any astral being is.

[at] Succubusluver69: Thank You. Once again your advice has answered many questions. I think Shadira may in fact have laid her body over mine once. However my reaction was not exactly cordial. Going forward an open mind would seem to be needed as well as patience.
Date: 2012-08-06
I agree that it will be necessary to find a partner that is willing to share me with a succubus. However having met a few people in poly-amorous relationships, I know such people exist (hard to find as they may be). So while it will take effort to find a human willing to enter into a relationship with both me and Shadira, having a succubus who is on board with the idea eliminates the biggest obstacle. Of course one must assume that she will continue to appear. A number of other stories show that succubi do not always do so.

As for research, I did enough to realize that people's opinions on the subject (and indeed the very existence of) demons is colored by individual perspectives. Without scientific evidence, objective judgement is difficult if not impossible. Thus one only has instincts to go on and mine tell me Shadira is alright.

The concern several of you have expressed for my wellbeing is much appreciated. Demons can indeed be dangerous as many stories on this site attest to. However I do not believe Shadira is playing games with me. One must consider that she may not be malevolent and may simply be a being that is expressing her sexual desire towards me. Thus my telling her off was the equivalent of calling your girlfriend a sl-- for coming on to you. It makes sense then that Shadira found my attitude offensive, as a human would if the situation were different, and responded accordingly. In order to avoid such problems I have come to think of her not only as an unseen being, but as a powerful woman with her own feelings and desires. Since then there have been no problems.
Date: 2012-08-05
So, Succubsluver69 the power of a Succubus is limited in our realm? It explains a lot such as why seems to be less powerful after sexual encounters. Your blessing is much appreciated. I am interested to see what will happen on Samhain (Halloween) when the barrier between the worlds is thin.
Date: 2012-08-05
[at] Scbsd: I have gotten past the point of questioning Shadira's existence, though her presence has been a bit faint lately. Also, it did not occur to me that allowing her to use my hands could be dangerous. My impression was that telepathic communication would be difficult for her, an idea bolstered by the fact she only did it when upset. Thanks for the advice. Frankly, I'd prefer that sort of contact anyway since complex ideas can be more easily conveyed. Plus the intimate stuff would be much more fulfilling if it were her hands and not mine.

[at] Gabriella: Happy to oblige, though to be fair Wicca is only tangential to the story.

Also there is one more thing that I did not mention. Right around when Shadira began manifesting herself to me and interacting my mom had a curse on our family broken. It had been preventing us from having successful relationships. Shadira says that act was related to her manifesting, which makes sense although my knowledge of curses and auras is limited.
Date: 2012-08-04
[at] Scbsd: Thank you. I will sign up when I get the chance. Having an adults only forum is good given the restrictions on posting such content here.