Profile for nillix91

(1 stories) (12 posts) (karma: 1 points)

2015-01-21
United States
Indiana
 
I am a 23 year old who is very secular, but not atheist. I find it rather offensive if you are, but parents taught me to tolerate idiots even when they don't know what they think. I've always been a take it or leave it kind of guy, never been a brown nosier and that\'s probably why I get along good in my profession, iron working. I have had experiences most my life and have died 3 times from head surgeries for my ears that went wrong and made me a rich man. Those could also explain why I have my paranormal encounters. I've had so many and one long term encounter that I've become numb to the idea of death. I do not fear what I've seen so many times before.
 
Ghost Stories from nillix91

In The Darkness on 2015-01-21

My story begins from the age of 2, ever since then I have been in and out of hospitals for issues with my ears. When I was younger, I always talked and interacted with a man named Logan, who remained my best friend until I got old enough for real friends. I never put much thought into it and eventua...

Last 20 posts from nillix91
Date: 2015-01-31
Thanks Elnora. I will be doing a cleansing tomorrow. I will let everyone know how it goes and honestly though... I could care less of what people think of me. You also have to know how to bring it up to them and really anyone else. My technique of doing so results in less "yeah right" moments.
Date: 2015-01-28
Thank you tweed and valkricry. I like the incense idea for sure and I'll try that shielding method, I have considered zen meditation. Maybe if I combine that with some techniques I'll get good results. I have 3 friends that are zen fanatics so I may go to one of thier gatherings.

Valk, yes I did tell the psychologists everything, but they did so many tests from brain scans to mental tests. Everything came out to be normal, like I said I tried to tell them they were wrong but it didn't matter.
Val, I'm sorry for the loss of hank. I kind of feel for his story because I'm also a big man scared to death over a presence in my home. Lucky, I live in a one story home, but I fear that matters little. You shouldnt feel guilty, there was nothing you could have done. I'm sure you may have felt almost helpless in the whole situation, but maybe he really did just trip after being in a hurry to get the hell out of there.

Keep your chin up, never blame yourself because it seems Hank doesn't blame you either.
Date: 2015-01-27
Tweed, yes, I have considered mental illness. There is no history of it in my family, but I have went to several doctors and psychologists and I've even had MRI'S to see if I have a tumor pressing against my brain. I have come back normal with all of it...I've even tried to tell them they are wrong so I wouldn't have to accept he is real... And I only drink on occasion, like when I got a buddy over at the house or you know and I never get hammered drunk ever...don't care too much for the taste of beer or liquor.

I have never heard of a cleansing ritual. What do I have to do in order to get it done? Should I look it up? I may be 23, but I was raised like someone from the sixties. Not too good with tech stuff. Thanks.
Date: 2015-01-26
P.S. What is the color of the glow you see tweed?

Griff, requests I would rather not talk about... Just know I'm strong enough to resist at the time being. He started talking in my dreams at first, until I challenged him one night. Just has gotten out of control, he doesn't stop... Every 2 or 3 hours... I hear him. It is starting to drive me up the wall. It really got even more scary when he started answering questions I would ask someone who would be with me.

Ex: Me: "Hey bro, want a beer" Logan: "He wants a shot of jack in your Purdue shot glass" Buddy: "Na, but I will take a shot of jack, if you got it, in old faithful (Purdue Shot glass) "
Date: 2015-01-26
Tweed- Logan doesn't wear a coat, but it's not like he is naked or that I see flesh. Maybe that is why you can't see ribs on the one who follows you. He would only speak to me in my dreams at first, then one night I woke up and saw him (as usual) and stood up and said "you want some? Come get it!" I got very sick for a few days, after sometime he started talking to me again... But during the day now. So I think he could have attached to me even more, I don't know. I am 6'7 and 345 lbs, I fear I will make a good weapon for him. Maybe why he chose me...
Date: 2015-01-25
Val, I am so sorry for your loss. I too have lost good friends. Do you think he went back to get new clothes and he saw something and got so scared he ran and tripped and fell down the stairs? Because a man has his stature has a lot of momentum and if he were to trip from turning a corner too fast that could have been the reason? Just trying to throw out possibilities.

Thanks,

Nillix
Date: 2015-01-25
I do believe it was him to give you some comfort. My best friend died when I was in the 9th grade. I remember waking up that morning telling myself "I'm going to see what josh is doing today!", then I came to school to hear he collapsed during basketball practice that morning. Weirdly I didn't see him for about two weeks as well. Then about a month or two I saw him in full form for about 10 secs with his huge smile he usually had and two thumbs up, also an inside thing between me and him, and I knew he was in a better place.

Just sometimes God needs his best angels back stacym. That's how I feel about it. I hope my story helped you in some way.:)
Yes, I agree completely with valkricry. I think he was there to give you an emotional boost and to let you know "I'M HERE!:) ". I think you have nothing to fear with that. I am sorry about your boyfriend's mother. No one should have to deal with such an aweful predicament.
Date: 2015-01-25
This sounds extremely similar to my problem, but mine has been my whole life. Constantly on me, popping up in random places to speak a word to me. Even now I feel him watching me from somewhere in this room. Take it serious, shadow figures will attach themselves to someone until they find someone more fitting to their tastes. They only find interest in people with spiritual promise, from what I've read. I feel your pain...
Have they said anything or touched you or feel threatened in any way? It sounds like to me that you do have a family member keeping you safe. What do you do with loved valuables? You lock them up, keep them safe. That is my personal opinion on this matter.
Date: 2015-01-25
You know its hard for me to understand... I just wake up at random times and I'll see him. He looks like a shadow, like all jet black, but then I can see like dim glow of a skeletal body in that figure. I mean I've been closed my eyes and shook my head and I open them and he is still there. I know it sounds crazy... Trust me I don't even fully understand it... I even see him in my dreams and I hear him speaking all the time, not only at night. You know like little whispers of stuff. I'm never in my house alone... Completely terrifies me and I'm a big guy. Never been so scared in my life.