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A Burnt Man Called Aizel on 2017-10-04

The man I mentioned in the title is an entity (I don't know what exactly to call him) that has become attached to me in the past year. And I'm trying to understand and help him. By "attached", I mean that he is attached to me as a person and not as an energy source to drain. A few times I've felt ...

Ghost In Love With Me? - I Need Help on 2017-01-27

I need help with something I am experiencing. I've had experiences with ghosts and spirits for as long as I can remember. Receiving "messages", sensing them, hearing them, sometimes even seeing them. But this is something that has never happened to me before. I was born pyrophobic, and I also ...

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Unnatural Tamara, that post is mine. It's exactly the same story, but that one is my Psychic Experiences account.
AugustaM sorry for the late reply. Your comment really comforted me... Not only we seem to think alike, I also feel like you understand me... Thank you for all your advice! ❤
Tweed, luckilly I don't have a low self esteem and I don't accept abuse from anyone anymore... But I used to.
Thank you very much for your advice, Tweed. And I will check out the cleansing technique later today. What exactly did you mean when you said that a part of me has reconciled some violent behaviour as "normal"?
I can't disagree with you, valkricy... Maybe I'll think about it.
Dirt creature, I appreciate the tine you too to write that reply!
At first I believed that entity is a mix of my phobias and oppressed thoughts/emotions, I thought perhaps it could be the stress and changes I had been going through for a while, but that didn't make it go away. I tried talking about it to just one person in real life and fortunately they didn't make fun of me. I didn't expect them to take it seriously, but at least they said it would be a good idea for a fiction. So here I am, asking advice anonymously on here. I'd go to a counselor but I'm afraid of what they would think of me. I'm not mentally unstable and I've never been. I went through deep depression in my early teenage years due to intense bullying, an abusive relationship and a few rape attempts, but I learnt to cope with it over the years.
Unnatural Tamara, that is odd. That hasn't happened to me. When I'm around people the only signs of him that I get are a buzzing noise in my ears, blocks of thought that don't feel like they belong to me, and touches. No actual sightings.
Thank you all for replying. Although there's always the possibility of that entity being a creation if my mind, and a counselor could actually help, I'd like to mention that I'm not mentally unstable and I haven't been delusional before (if what is happening to me right now is a delusion). I've thought about talking to a counselor but I'm afraid of what they might think of me if I tell them about this.
UnNatural_Tamara, this is interesting... What did you friend tell you exactly?
I try to communicate with him sometimes, by laying down and focusing. When it happens I often hear a voice talking about things that I forget the momment I "wake up". Sometimes I remember just a few words, phrases, or the tone he spoke in but that's about it. After that I always feel like I'm drugged, and sometimes also exhausted, but without any bad emotions.
It is possible and very common to be born with a phobia. It is a trait directed linked to past lives.
No I've never had a traumatic experience with fire as far as I've known.
The "additional detail" is that the irregular heartbeat began after I woke up to the feeling of being raped. It felt completely real and I also had a foul taste in my mouth that felt like it was coming from my insides.