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2017-10-10
 
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Can It Be An Incubus? on 2017-10-10

Before I begin telling you my story, I want you to know that English is not my first language so there may be some errors and this is my own experience. I don't post this for attention or stuff like this, I post this for some help from people that went through similar things as me, that can give me ...

Last 20 posts from MyStory15
Date: 2017-11-17
Hi everyone,

Ok so let me tell you something.
Yes I have issues home but I thought that this things happen to me because of them, because as you know, incubuses take interest in traumatised people. I have no reason in hiding my issues behind my paranormal experience.

Lady-glow, after your comments I went and checked my last posts and I'm sorry for the confusion I made... 😐... I usually make my accounts with the name MyPada15... And here I put it as MyStory15 and I made a mistake in writing it here and I believe I made you confused. No worries, I am the same person.

For those who think I'm making a big deal out of it, well if you think I'm making it up or something, let me tell you that I have better things to do with my life. Instead I write here everythig that happends to me because it became a problem in my life.

With all my respect,

MyStory15
Date: 2017-11-15
Hi lady-glow,

I have been using different methods but after a period of time it still comes back. I can notice differences, I mean is better than before, but I have been traumatized by it and that's why I keep writing every day. I am so very afraid that this might happen again so I keep posting in any case, so if someome notices someting can tell me.
Sometimes I can feel touches but I shield myself with prayers and it works for me.
The truth is that maybe the methods are not working for me for a long period of time because I have some trouble home with my stepdad and when I cry because of him, that's when I feel weak an d my shields also become weak.
I still try to keep myself strong so it won't come back.
I can say that I'm a bit paranoid... I can't explain what I went through this past year... And I wish with all my heart to get rid of this thing once and for all. I still won't stop using the methods.

With all my respect,
MyStory15
Date: 2017-11-14
Hello everyone,

Hi jester, thanks for the advice and I keep doing it but I'm sure is nothing aboht gypsy.

I just wanted to add some more things...
Since that incubus touched me, my body became very...sensitve... Even a light touch make me respond to it... Some guys made fun about my sensitivity but anyway... I suddenly became physically more mature and I don't know... I'm just scared. Isnt it like... Transforming me in something he wants so after he is done with that he can... You know... Take advantage of my body? This is the only answer that came into my mind after asking myself why it didn't make love to me... I'm just scared, I don't want to go through what I went before, and I just want to know with what I'm dealing with.

With all my respect,

MyStory15
Date: 2017-11-14
Hi notjustme,

Thank you for all your advice and it helps... It gives me hope but... My step dad wipes that hope everyday from me. I cry everyday because of him, and a few minute ago we argued again and I'm in my room crying. I feel like I'm nothing again, I feel like I don't want anything anymore, I'm just so sick of this. I have been doing this for almost 4 years. And also that's when this spirit came into my life.
...trying to get up when I know that I will fall again. Its like I just don't want anymore. Everyone says I'm the perfect child. I have good grades, I'm a good person and a cheerful one... But he only says that I'm a waste of time and the only thing that I do is problems...
Anyway I'm not here to talk about my life except my paranormal experience but... I'm just teeling what I'm going through... And I can understand why it doesn't leave me. This spirit knows I have nothing and no one to actually tell everything. I'm close with my mom but she isn't leaving that man cause maybe she is blinded be his "love" and I told her about my paranormal experience but she says its nothing and I'm just imagining things.
Maybe that thing is doing it on intentionally, just to make me lose all my hope again and submit. I really don't want to fall in that trap again but the things that are happening home and the stress with all these exams and some of the bullies in my class makes it more complicated.
I'm a very sensitive person, and I feel energies somehow. Now is a very heavy one in my room and I feel like I'm being watched and my room became suddenly cold. My parents come home in weekends cause their work is very far away. At night I can hear someone knocking at my door, 2 or 3 times per night. No one is playing pranks on me since my brother is in Romania and now here is no one except me. Also I can feel someone breathing in my face or cupping my face its hand. The thing is I don't understand why it didn't make love to me yet. I mean I heard from other stories that the incubus is constantly raping them but nothing happened to me yet. Is it waiting for something? I still don't understand.

Thanks for your time.
With respect,

MyStory15
Date: 2017-11-13
Hello notjustme,

Thank you for your comments...
I gotta say, I think I attracted this spirit to me somehow. Not only with my thoughts, but also because I have some trouble home. I don't get along with my step dad and I akways argue with him and cry because of him. Once I was so depressed that I even wanted to kill myself. My mom was in hospital at that time and he was being rude to me and the stress of school... But I never did anything becaus I love my mom and I will never leave her just because Its hard for me. Of course I never told hel but she knows that he is rude to me. She talked withy stap dad many times and it got a little better but still, when my mom is not around, he is a bully. I noticed since that time, I felt someones presence and it conforted me. When I was crying, it told me not to and that everything is going to be fine. Maybe that was a way of earning my trust, I have no idea.
When I cry because of my step dad, I feel it again. I feel like it knows my weaknesses and my body very well for some reason. Even though I don't hearit or fell its touches, I still feel connected to it...
I don't know why but I feel like something is going to happen when I will turn 16. Its something that is related to this spirit, I don't know why I feel this way.

I wanted to speak to a psychic or a medium but I don't have the possibility where I live so I tried online but of course there are high prices for calls or emails...
If you know anyone, please let me know.

With respect,
MyStory15
Date: 2017-11-12
Hello everyone!

I have a question, can an incubus take possesion of your lover? I was just wondering...

Thank you for your time
With respect,

MyStory15
Date: 2017-11-07
Dear AugustaM,

Actually I understood that the problem was me and my thoughts all along because of your comments.
Somehow you made me realise that and I'm so grateful to you, thank you so much!
I hope nothing wierd will ever happen again. With the God's help I know I can go through anything.
I will keep updating.

MyStory15
Date: 2017-11-07
Hi lady-glow,

That story wasn't a fanfiction, I'm not sure it was on this website, but at least I know it was on a website about paranormal stuff too. As I said it was a long time ago, I really don't remember where I read it.
In that story, he was the age of the that woman and that's why I'm kind of scared...
Anyway, I will keep you updated. Thanks for your time.

With respect,
MyStory15
Date: 2017-11-06
Hello everyone,

I prayed to God for help and all but I realised that all the time the problem was in myself.
I told you that I became perverted and all? Right? Well I can say that I purefied myself and everytime a thought like this comes into my mind, I replace it with someting else. I tried it for a couple of days and it works.
Everything went fine this days, thank God but... I gotta tell you something.
First of all I am a part of a band and I'm the singer. I need to learn some love songs for a school festival thing, and now when I was rehearsing, I felt touches. It was strange, since the songs were about pure love and nothing negative or perverted.
Secod of all I wanted to ask the experts in this spirits and parabormal: if there is any chance that this things can like transform into real people and meet them in real life. I'm asking this cause a long time ago I read a story that a woman had also an incubus attached to her, and that she even broke up with her husban because of it. Then after weeks or months she met a strange guy that as she said, was very attractive and was wearing a costume ect... And he told her that he is the one that broke her up with her husband, and because of him she haf those sexual dreams and that she is his wife.
Also when my grandma did the tarot card reading, she told me herself that I may meet this spirit reincarnated as person.
And now I'm thinking... It was a period of time that it was draining my energy like crazy and was harassing me... But now it kind of stopped on its own will, because back then I did everything in my power and it didn't work.
Can it be possible that it is planning to transform into a real life human? That now because I shielded myself with prayers and stuff it goes and takes power from other people so it can do that? That was just an idea, since as time passes I'm understanding more and more things...

With respect,
MyStory15
Date: 2017-11-02
Hi everyone,

So, this week, was pretty fine but... After I recorded it... It became worse.
Right now is night here in Germany. I did my usual prayer to God and Archangel Michael before bed, when I felt touches on my legs. At first I thought is just the covers and I shouldnt pay attention. Then the touches started to move up until it touched my butt and then I knew this is not just me. I felt cold breathing in my face and neck, I can still feel it. I was lying in bed with my left knee resting on my right leg. I felt something pulling it in the opposite way so my legs were wide open and I started to feel like cold hands down there... And then I somehow managed to get out of bed to turn on the lights, but it was hard since I was feeling a heavy weight on my whole body, and I can still feel it.
I heared whispers which sounded like " submit" but one of them was a female like voice that said with a laugh " That little head of yours will understand".
I also heared sounds coming from my walls and my lamp. I can't describe it. I live in an apartment and here is very quiet. The neighbors don't make noise and the building is new.
I started to pray when the sounds became worst. Now that the light is in I rarely hear any sound in the walls. I'm scared to go back to bed... Even before I went to bed I felt someone cupping my face. I still feel it.
It told me to submit and obviously wanted to scare me just to accept but even thought it was tempting, I still said no, that I don't belong to anyone, that I only dedicate all my being to God. I will try to fall asleep now... I will keep updating.

With respect,
MyPanda15
Date: 2017-11-01
Hi AugustaM,

Omg Thank you for your comment, somehow you always make my day 😊.
Thank you for the app recomandation but I need another phone to use it and I don't have another one so I guess I will stick with the main idea, to audio record. If its something paranormal happening I guess I will hear something, right?
Talking about trusting others... Well I would go to a priest but he may think I'm crazy, or that I'm with the evil spirits and stuff. I'm scared, to be honest. If there was anyone that could see ghosts and spirits in my area, that would be the first person to go to.
I tried to talk to my friends about it, but they all said that the stress from school makes me see things already and that I probably dreamed about thise events and I shouldnt worry and yea... They didn't believed me. Bht there is one friend that believes me but she can't give me proper advice cause she doesn't have any experience in parabormal, she is only reading about it.
By the way right now I'm typing and I feel someone touching my cheek and like some breathes right into my face. Its not my imagination, cause my hair is moving because of the air... And today it began to touch me sexually again. I noticed it does that when I'm weak. For example, now I'm on my menses and I guess you know how it feels. It gets more touchy with me in this period of time, that's what I noticed.
Thank you again for your help and support, I will keep you updated.

MyStory15
Date: 2017-11-01
My friend just came up with an idea, to recorn myself during the night. Since my camera can't record in the dark, I will record only with a voice recorder and see if I can hear anything suspecious. I will keep updating.
Date: 2017-11-01
lady-glow,

Yes I talked to Mr. Rook and curently I'm trying some shielding methods. He also gave me advice about my problem.
Talking about my clothes... I'm more than sure that they were secured. Those buttons were very well put on the shirt, its impossible to fall on their own, and my pants too. That zipper is hard to unzipp. I believe its not just a coincidence because before, when I heared his voice, he was practically stripping me during classes and school. You have no idea how unconfortable I was in that period of time.
I read yesterday on the internet, that you can hear it's voice when you are trusting it, and also, when the incubus feels confortable with you and made a connection witg you so... I guess I'm on the right path? Since I'm not trusting it anymore.
By the way, from all of the methods recomanded to me, I find prayers the most useful. I just believe in them.
My family is a christian one, and my mom and grandma have books about archangels and my mom told me once that if I have any problem, I can pray to them. She also strongly believes in them cause once she was in a very bad condition in hospital, and she prayed to archangel Raphael, and it helped her a lot.
(Im trying another methods too, but I strongly believe in Gods power so that's why I'm always praying. I pray before bed, before going to school, before a test, for my parents and so on)
I have a feeling that I put an imaginary wall between me and him but I feel like he is doing anything in his power to get me back.
I know it may be the age and all... But for a time I became very perverted and I feel like... I need sexual things to happen to me. When I get this thoughts I try to deny it cause this isn't me. If you knew me in real life, you would know that.
Anyway, thank you for your time and support.

With respect,
MyStory15
Date: 2017-10-31
I forgot to mention one more thing... I noticed that everyone is leaving me. For example my step dad's work is too far from home so that's why he comes only in weekend. Recently my mom found a job in another town and she will also come home only in weekends. For the past 2 weeks I've been living with my little step brother alone for an entire week (except for weekends of course) but for some. Personal reasons he wants to go to live back with his mom and now... That means I will be living alone... And I'm scared, is this it's plan? To isolate me from the rest?...Im afraid of what will happen if I will be by myself... My mom doesn't really want to leave me like this and said that she will figure something out... I hope she does.
On more thing. A few nights ago, I dreamed that I was kissing a little baby on the cheek. I do this a lot to my 2 year old cousin and I thought I was dreaming about him but I'm not exactly sure.
Date: 2017-10-31
Hello everyone, thanks for your comments and sorry for not answering to them, I was really busy with school.
First of all let me tell you what happened this week. On monday I went to school and the first lesson was fine, but everything started at the second one... I was taking out my books when I heared something small falling to the ground like someone threw it. I looked around but saw nothing. During the lesson I noticed that it actually was one of my chest buttons of my shirt... And because of that button missing... You could see my bra and all... I'm not entering in the details.
After that I went to see my class playing football when I felt my pants getting lighter and lighter... I went to check to the bathroom since I couldn't see cause my jacket was covering my hips. When I checked... They were unzipped... But that's impossible to get unzipped on their own.
Anyway, one more thing I noticed is that everyone was telling me before that I'm childish and that even on outside I look like a 13 year old, but now all of the sudden all of them tell me that I look older like 16-17 and that I became sexy and my body is curvy. Nobody told me that before lol but now all do. I read on the internet that when an incubus is attached to you, you may look older and stuff, is this my case too?
Thanks for your time.
Date: 2017-10-23
AugustaM...Im so sorry for what happened to you, that must have been horrible. You were even smaller than me when this stuff happened to you...
Date: 2017-10-23
Dear AugustaM,

Thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate that.
Thalking about local churches... Well I'm new in Germany and my german is not ao good for retelling like all my story. Second of all I think they will believe that I'm crazy or something, that's why I'm afraid to go there. When I was smaller. I started to read about paranormal activity on the internet and books, and I decided to ask a question to the priest from my school, and when I did, he told me that this is a big sin and I shouldnt talk about stuff like this, and he believed that some sinful entety made me read that stuff... Anyway, since then I'm afraid to go and talk to priests about this.
Thanks again.

MyStory15
Date: 2017-10-22
Mr. Rook, I wrote you an email about the details and all. Please check it, thank you.
Date: 2017-10-22
Sushantkar, I just saw your comment about Mr. Rook thanks, I will try to talk to him
Date: 2017-10-22
Dear sushantkar,

Nobody believes me. I tried to talk to my mom but she believes that Its just me.
I have a step dad that doesn't believe in paranormal and we don't even get along that well, same goes for my step brother.
My grandma doesn't believe its a bad thing since the tarot card reading said its a good entety... I think the only way to solve this problem is by myself since nobody believes me.
As I said before in my story, I had a dream where I was talking to my step brother and I was telling him that I was with my ex and stuff. We usually don't talk, especially about private stuff like this. He wasn't acting like my brother though, he seemed more open and talkative. He said " Oh, believe me, I know that from a VERY long time" he put the accent on "very" and had a smile on hiw face which looked like a smirk. I fel bad vibes from it and I freaked out, then I woke up.
Also not long ago I had a dream where I was holdong hands with a man and we were shopping. I couldn't see his face though. I don't know how to describe it, it was all blurry.
I try to find out what it is, cause when I will know exactly what I'm dealing with, then probably it will be more easier for me to take action.
Thanks for your time,

MyStory15,