Comments for An Unlikely Friend: Page 2

I agree with Rashidah you are not damned. That demon made his way into your life and you didn't know how to fight him. He may seem powerful but really he exists on your energy. He is nothing! Just a trouble making pest somewhat helping you and hurting you when you seek spiritual guidance. Your not Lost your a good person who should be happy and live a happy life. No one like him should tell you what to do. Is he there right now as you read my post? He is nothing. I believe in you and God protect you everyday and surround you with pure light of protection from him ❤

You are not damned and you need to stand up to the demon if he is hurting you.

I am familiar with exorcism ritual abuse where I was sick for a week because of it. At the end the being that I and the church thought was evil turned out to be a very excellent spirit companion. He never hurt me in anyway. And he certainly did not make any pack with me.

You need to go by a professional who actually knows what they are doing.

Many people claim to know how to cast out demons when in reality they make things worse out of ignorance.

I kind of expected two things and one I did not. The first 2: The claims of schizophrenia, I am completely lucid and live a very functional life. And doubt, If this were a ply for attention it could have been achieved more effectively within those in my home and those around me. The thing I didn't expect. Compliments to my writing ability and the many offers of help and guidance, to both I thank you. To James Robisco: The pronunciation is Mar-co-see as_s and there were times when it tries to force his will but there is still enough of me to resist. As for wants and purposes and personality. He seems content as of yet to just be a resident and share some of the more private experiences of my life (no need to draw pictures here) As for church and religeous figures. The few times I'v seeked religeious guidance I recieved punishment in the form of physical attack. Personality is as you would expect, intelligent, deceptive often violent and suprisingly at times takes on a kind of harsh yet protective mentor.

To Pratekya, Thank you though I was not trying to win an award. It was only my written account of my experience. And many of you are right, I should not have taken the alternative... I regret it to this day though I am thankful I did not take my own life, Its just now that I'm older and do not have the naievity of youth and know very well That one day I will die and know without a doubt that there is a hell and it is full of ones like "My Friend" Like me you really start to be concerned about which way the elevator is going to take you. No I didn't sell My soul though I did accept a pact from one who is the opposite of gods light. Sometimes when you know your damned you just want to hear that your not and it is to those people I give my thanks.

It sounds as if this demon tricked/manipulated you into selling your soul.

"I'll make things better for you, but your soul belongs to me" - only he left the latter part out.

I wish you the best of luck, mate. It's not too late!

I have not posted in awhile because I got tired of reading demonically paranoid stories but I really have to say this after reading this one.

If this story is really real then I only have one thing to say.

Let this be a lesson to you kids. Do not make pacts with demons. As a matter of fact do not talk to strangers who offer weird deals.

Why did you do that God alone knows.

From my experience with demons they would not have power over you unless you give it to them. So you saying that the demon said death or the alternative sounds very unreal to me.

Then again I was not there in the room to say that you are making this all up 😕

My advice is to go to a psychiatrist before going to a spiritual leader.

If you want to call a demon that threaten your life a friend then not to be rude or anything you sound like a person who after years being in an abusive relationship considers the abuser to be a good person. 😕

I wish you luck. And I talked to spirit entities and people. I do not put up with their shiat. And I believe that no one should.

If a spirit comes to me with that alternative then knowing myself I will challenge it to see if it was bluffing.
This one was obviously bluffing.
You have to learn to be tough or else anyone or spirit can take full advantage of you as I am seeing here... That is if this is really happening ❤

My family life also is not a nice one. That does not mean that I will put my life in jeopardy over a deal with a complete stranger. Even the bible says to test all spirits.

Lost: I agree with aussidaz. Just because you believe you made some sort of "deal" with this demon doesn't mean you are doomed. You are still alive and have the ability to choose which path you want to take. You still have the right to use your free will. It's your life, make of it what you will. Best of luck to you 😊

my friend you have been given a great power learn to use it and remeber not all demeni are evil

I,m really sorry about what happened to your parents man, it must be tough,

I think I may know what your dealing with...
Its called a demonic Qareen or firmly known as in english texts "demonic companion",an entity
Delegated to a mortal being through out his lifespan, but this has to be the most active Qareen activity I may have ever come across, these type of entities only arouse human anger and denounce people to mearly partake in sinful activities (usually)

The fact that it has been living inside you does point to the possibility of it being a manifested Qareen, the only problem is...

That a Qareen has never been exorcised in any text that I,ve ever read, I don, t even think exorcising such a being is even possible on the normal scale anyway,

But there has to be a way to exorcise it though,

Remember,invading demons can, t be trusted... You need to get it our your body as soon as possible,

Well I do hope you get through this problem man, all the best 😊

Lost: I have not felt compelled to post for some time. I have as of yet to make up my mind as to weather you are lying, schizophrenic, or telling the truth. I have read the story over several times I am not here to pick apart your story, or offer condolences to your situation. I am here to say that if what you say is true, going to church isn't going to help as I saw one sudjest, you accepted the offer of this entity, there is a common rule when dealing with such entitys, regardless of what name or title you wish to tack to it. Demon, evil spirit, patron, it will always come out on top of such and arrangement. The other is a gift given paid twice. Meaning what ever it has done for you it will exact payment two fold. A previous discusion on what I term a "hook" was most likely cause of the painful sensation you felt, it does not always have to be painful but you seem, again assuming factual information has been presented, have come across a entity with a fondness for pain as a teaching device. If you had denied it when it was choking you in truth it could not have killed you, with out you asking for it. But it certainly could have made you wish I would. I wish you luck in this.

I remember once years ago my youngest brother threaten to kill himself, not once but quite a few times, My father through desperation grabbed him by the neck and dragged him to the street corner and said, next bus that comes along, if you want I will give you a hand to kill yourself, if that's what you want to do... My brother knowing he was serious backed of and from that day on he never had suicidal thoughts again... So if this demon or spirit saved your life by calling your bluff in return for a part of you, well maybe that's what it took to change your mind, I know others will disagree with me, your still alive it wasn't your time and I don't believe you sold your soul, I think you have a purpose here and now all the best, if you have goodness in your heart and bring a smile to others life is worth living and there's no need for forgiving.

Aussie.😁

😊 I have been thinking on what to say, well... Here it is... I will not say sorry like the other did, cause sympathy is a waste of time, I would pray for you later, even tho I don't really pray that much, as for the Agreement with the demon (or whatever it is.) I will only say take care, based on what you've posted I think your doing fine and your fine with it, so be it, as long as you didn't regret about it, I won't judge you cause I not one to judge, 😐 I only hope that in the end well all go to heaven, if praying for others can make it true then I will pray for you...:D again do take care, and thanks for sharing a piece of your life... ❤

-Aya Winchester
When did I become sentimental *LOL*

are you effin kidding me!?! Lost you need to go to the church or something! Marchosias is a freakin demon! And he can and will ruin your life! DO NOT LISTEN TO HIM! GO TO A CHURCH NOW!

Lost:

A kind of shocking story. I'm not sure if you're asking for comments, or on what. In my mind, interpretation of related events is difficult at best, and knowing, for instance, if you are male or female, have romantic relationships, etc. I'm sure your friends are aware of the story.
Not to pry or anything, but I have a few questions, if I may ask. How is the "ch" in Marchosias pronounced? With a "tch" sound or a "kuh"? How did you know how to spell it?
Since your initial violent "flu" nightmare, have you ever felt you were "pressured" into giving in to its demands? That was pretty heavy breathing there.
I think I hear you say your doctor and religious relatives studied the phenomenon and felt nothing bad had happened. After 22 years, have you gotten any more specifics about its personality, wants, and purpose? I mean other than help you in various ways, it seems odd that in all that time it has not changed much.
Finally, you pinned my ears back in your posted comment. Says something about your pen name. I think it's what scared me the most. Please try to see through it?
~ James

Lost:
Wow first off you are an excellent writer, and that is one of the most interesting stories I have ever read on this site (and I have read most of them).
Secondly your last sentence on your reply there is scary, and I think you should take what you wrote seriously. It sounds like this relationship is a brutal form of tyranny and empowerment. You can have the empowerment without the tyranny. I'm serious. You can have a relationship with God that is empowering and gives the confidence and peace of mind without the oppression and future ruin. If you can, please try reading the gospel of Luke with an open mind. I doubt he will let you try, but if you demand it in Jesus' name you will be able to do what you need to do. Jesus is literally your only way out (that is positive). The last point I wanted to make is that this thing is not your friend; you may enjoy the benefits it brings but it wants to eventually see you dead and with him after he has used you as much as he possibly can. Please take it seriously. You can email me if you like at pratekya [at] gmail.com

At first when reading this I also thought you might have schizophrenia (duno if that how you spell it). Though if you really believe this being exists (which it well may) then I also would really reccomend telling someone you trust to believe, their are plenty of people on this site alone that would willingly talk to you about it. EmeraldAngel left a sweet post and I think talking to her would help. I too know how hard life can be especially when your young. I recently suffered really bad anxiety and thought of an easier existence crossed my mind too but I know there is a lot of great things to live for than leave behind. I have/had a lot of support through that so it really helped, so again talking to someone truly trustworthy and caring is a good start.
Im sure many more posters will give you better advice regarding the entitiy itself.
❤ **LucK**
I always google pick-me-ups when I feel crap so I copied one for you.
Fortify yourself with contentment, for this is an impregnable fortress.
Epictetus ❤
I hope and pray you don't let this negative energy deafeat you 😊

I appreciate all of your concern but this has happened a long time ago. I am 35 now and have been too long in this situation. I'v talked to shrinks and priest (my uncle being a baptist preacher). The doctors say there is no mental illness and my uncle and 2 other men of faith have seen this thing around me.

As for symapathy, I appreciate it wholeheartedly and am grateful but I think you misunderstand. After 22 years he has become a "friend" of sorts. From him I recieve the confidence I never had as a kid, inner strength that I thought I never had. All in all I am actually a more functional person than I would have been without him.

I know what waits for me when my time here ends and it is the one true regret I have. But I truely am grateful for your advice and your caring.

Lost: I feel sad knowing you accepted that offer. Never let yourself fall before evil, that's my moto anyway. I too didn't want to live in a period of my short life. I'm only twelve and I'm in somewhat a similar situation. I see shadows move around but I know how it feels to feel alone. No one at school understands me and my mom and dad don't communicate with me due to late hours of work and exhaustion. I'm usually in my room reading looking at the blank tv or just watching time fly by. Lost... Your not alone there are so many people like you I was lucky enough to find a reason to live. You have to love yourself. I'd like to speak to you possibly if you like. Look at my profile and email me if this being talks to you again ignore him. He's not good I'm not sure about your religion but go to church if possible talk to someone. This is not a good being and will only use you and eat off your soul. I pray for you and send blessings of protection from this vile being. You can't let it control you. ~Katherine~ ❤ ❤

I don't mean to sound rude, forgive me, but it sounds as though you might be Schizophrenic. I have had a few friends who have told me similar stories, and theyve all been diagnosed with a mental illness.

You might really have been contacted though. Who knows. I sure dont. That was just my first thought.

I feel sad to know what you have been through. You deserve a happy life. I think there is a demon in your house, he is trying to use you to get what he wants. You need to be open to your mother so that you can get some help from church. You need to get rid of the demon as soon as possible. Demons can be get rid of if you let people know what is going on. Thank you for sharing. Good luck to you.

I am sorry for your family situation. My parents are divorced and I get very depressed about it...

It does sound like the devil. You need a St. Benedict Medal!

The following is a partial list of the many pious purposes of the Medal of St. Benedict:

1. It wards off from both the soul and body all dangers arising from the devil.
2. The Medal is powerful in obtaining for sinners the grace of conversion.
3. It obtains protection and aid for persons tormented by the evil spirit, and in temptations against holy purity.
4. It procures assistance in the hour of death.
5. It has often proved an efficacious remedy for bodily sufferings, and a means of protection against contagious diseases.
6. Expectant mothers have obtained special assistance for a safe delivery.
7. In time of storms, tempests and other dangers on land and sea it has been found to be a protection.
8. Even domestic animals have been visibly aided by it when infected with disease.

If you want, you can email me. My email address: rvcory [at] hotmail.com

Rebecca

PS: don't give up! Life will get better!

Lost;
First and foremost I'm happy to see you're still with us. I know growing up for most of us was/is hard and we all have our personal "demons" so to speak. May I ask how old you are today? I realize it can be hard to talk to your parents or even friends for that matter but I really think you need to consider finding someone to confide in. Whether that be a grandparent, uncle, aunt, minister, priest, rabbi, etc... They could possibly shed some light and help you through what seems to be a tough time in your life. Demons DO exist and sadly they feed off lonley, depressed people like yourself. I would suggest talking to a person of faith for advice and if you're not a spiritual person I'm sure someone else on here can give you some advice on what to do. If you're 13, or still a somewhat young person this is no way to live. You need help. God bless and peace be with you. ❤