I often chose not to share many of my experiences, for the fear that some would think that I was losing my mind (like my mother), possessing a very active imagination or just making up stories for attention. However, after much research online I came to realize that I shared many of the same experiences with others.
I have had many unexplained or what some may classify as paranormal experiences since I was 13 years old. As I've gotten older I have come to accept them, having a better understanding of what was taking place. Therefore, I never found myself being afraid or alarmed, however, as of a few nights ago this has all changed. For the first time I can honestly say I am scared witless. And as a new mother of a 1 1/2 year old I've noticed that these experiences have become more intense especially when I was pregnant.
Now I know the rules about not inviting the dead (spirits) or attempting to open communication or unwanted portals to the dead (spirits) so Ouija boards or holding séances are a no no. Therefore, I never engaged in that. However, five days ago I did perform this little ritual some are now telling me was a séance, although it was just me myself and I and I always thought a group was needed for séances. So I saw no harm in it.
In this ritual you are to turn off all lights except for a few candles lit sit in the chair, bed or where ever completely silent and still/relaxed also everything around you completely silent. With a pen or pencil in your opposite hand (of which you normally write with) and a piece of paper. You clear all thoughts in your mind and just take in the silence. With the amount of time it takes for this to happen varying you would then become overwhelmed by something and began writing this message (with no knowledge of what you're writing whatsoever) from whomever's communicating with you. And this actually happened! This message that was shockingly legible to read considering I wrote with my left hand and I'm right-handed read, "Sleep well my love!"
Now, every night since then around 4am I am awaken by someone or something quiet heavy in size leaving by bed because it would shift the bed completely. I normally sleep alone but would sometimes be accompanied by my daughter who weighs 24 lbs. So I know without a doubt it's not her. And on a few occasions I've felt my faced caressed and a voice whisper my love in my ear. I now sleep with the lights on and my daughter in the bed.