So, if you already read my last story, you know what my story is about. Everything started again... Everything was good for 3 months after I did "Rook's Cleansing and Shielding Method ". But for some reason I started to feel the same presence again. I thought that after that experience maybe I was just paranoid, and I didn't give it any attention.
One night (that happened a week ago) I was laying in bed, and suddenly I heard somebody whisper " Hey". At first I thought that maybe I heard something from my TV (I watch TV before sleep) but I asked back " What? You said... Hey? " and he said " yes". It was a male voice for sure, and I felt touches all over my body. I asked it " why are you doing this?" and then he said "...because..." and then silence. I asked again but nothing. Then, the next night I heard the same whisper but again nothing. I felt touches again, and I said " Leave me alone!" and then it stopped.
I fell asleep, then when I woke up I felt strange, I don't know if that's the feeling of being raped, I don't know. Then I tried to remember anything that could help me, and then, in my mind I remembered how someone was on top of me, it was a black figure, I couldn't see his face. Then after that, a few days had past, and I started to hear a voice again " don't be scared" and I felt a hand on the top of mine (I was laying in bed again) . Now me and my brother share the same room because he moved with us (he is my step brother) he is 12 and we get along well, but he is very shy and doesn't talk a lot, anyway, and in that moment I wanted to call for my brother because I was kind of scared and I heard that voice that said " Shh" like he wanted me to be silent... Anyway I fell asleep with the feeling that I'm in someones embrace.
Another couple of days pass and I had a fight with my mom. The next day she called my best friends family over for dinner, and they came. The next day my mom felt bad. She went to hospital and the doctors said that she intoxicated. Currently she is in hospital now for 3 days... And I visited her every day. The thing is that... I was very mad at her when we argued... And now I kind of feel guilty for what happened... Because if it wasn't me... Well she wouldn't be sick now (this kind of thing happens when I get angry at someone, the person becomes sick... I said that too in my last story). From the day she went to hospital, I couldn't sleep...
Yesterday night I felt again pressure on my chest and I couldn't move but I started to feel something on my legs. I felt scared and I started to pray to Archangel Michael (my mom told me to pray to him when I'm scared, in danger or I can't fall asleep) . When I started to say in my mind " Archangel Michael please protect me from the evil... " then the pressure became more intense and I couldn't breathe at all. I continued to pray in my mind and then the pressure and the energy where gone. All day I felt tired and powerless, I can barely walk. I thought that maybe is because I went all the way to the hospital on foot, and I also had some exams this week... But still... I don't know...
I googled " Hearing voices and seeing shadows" (by the way I forgot to say that I say shadows too) and then there was " Schizophrenia symptoms: seeing shadows and hearing voices" I read all the article and I don't have any of those symptoms except for what I mentioned. Its just not possible for me to have schizophrenia, because I'm very sociable, I have many friends and I get along with my whole class even though my BFF doesn't. I'm positive and always happy. I'm not the kind of person described in that article so that's impossible.
If someone can give me a piece of advice I would be very happy. Also I want to know what is it. Thanks for your time.
PS: Sorry for my english but this is not my first language