So, for the past couple months I have been hearing voices. But, it's not what you think. I am not schizophrenic, and I don't have hallucinations or anything like that. There are sounds in my family's voices. It'll just quickly start up, and after a moment of terrorizing me, it will end. The first couple of times this happened, it was softer, and there was only one. I'm going to tell you about this one time where it escalated.
I was laying on my right side in bed a couple weeks ago going over the days events in my head. I was thinking about the next day, and what I would wear, do, and say. I thought about what my family had said that day, what they praised me on, criticized me on, and things like that. Suddenly I heard a voice whoosh up to my ear saying, " We don't need you". It was very sudden. Everything had been quiet, and then WHOOSH. A loud noise in my sibling's voice directly in my right ear, the one against the pillow. These things had happened before. But never like this. It got so loud, and so many other voices had joined in. I wanted to cover my ears and burrow down into my blankets, but I couldn't. And then, just, like that, it was over. The weirdest part about this is that, no matter how loud something gets, I can ALWAYS stand it. I can always put up with it. So when I had that sudden urge to cover my ears, it was very unexpected for me. I told my dad and he said that that happens to him too. We don't know what it is, but it hasn't happened again. At least to me, I'm not sure about my dad.
Recipe for a Home Cleansing/Shielding... (allow for two or 3 days to complete)
Day one: Open all curtains window and doors with screens installed, let fresh air and sunshine into the home. Have all closets, cabinets and other 'dark spaces' open so that as much natural light as possible can enter those spaces. After 2-3 hours take a broom and 'sweep' out each room (this is symbolic and you do not have to really sweep) focus your thoughts on sweeping (pushing) out all negative energies / entities /thoughts. Close home up after completing each room of your home... Please do not forget your garage if you have one. (Optional) Light incense (sandalwood or Dragons-blood works well for me) and let aroma fill the home, and/or play a tape that contains your favorite Church/Positive, Upbeat (songs that give you good thoughts) songs before you begin sweeping.
Day two (or three): Once again open all curtains, windows and doors. Take a White candle (Optional) to the center most point of the home, sit on the floor and place candle in front of you. Light the candle (visualize a white ball of light) and then focus on the flame... Visualize the flame (white light) filled with positive thoughts, energy. (Say a prayer at this time if you so desire... Ask for cleansing positive energy to fill the candles flame/white light). Hold this 'image' in your mind and then visualize the flame (light) slowly expanding outward, visualize it filling the room your in, every corner and 'dark space'. Continue to visualize it expanding...it's outer edges pushing away (burning away) any and all negative energies/entities out and away from each room in your home. Once you have visualized this flame (light) filling your entire home, picture it expanding to your property lines. Hold this image in your mind for a few moments then visualize 'anchoring' this flame (light) where you are sitting which is the center most point of your home. Once you have done this. Take a deep breath, relax a few moments and then blow out the candle. (If you didn't use a candle just let yourself relax a moment or two.) "
Now you can create a shield for yourself using the 'home shield' technique but instead of focusing on your home visualize the 'flame' simply surrounding you instead of your home... Best time to do this is after a nice shower using a rosemary scented soap (rosemary is good for purification and protection.)