I've posted a story previously, I'm not sure if this is the same spirit or something different but here goes. Things had quieted down for a while and then I got this new phone that I downloaded this app onto. It's called Ghost Detector and it, essentially has a detector radar (I'm not sure how accurate that is), an Electric Magnetic Force gauge and a Ghost box where single words or small phrases will pop up if it detects something speaking. I know it sounds ridiculous (I thought so too when I first heard about it) but when weird things started happening in my house again, I thought I'd give it a try. I was genuinely surprised to see it pull up things that even my FRIENDS and PARENTS don't know and it was all accurate. It was a bit unsettling but I adjusted. After weird things would happen, I would open up the app and let the spirit speak what it wanted. I figured, if I could figure out what it wanted, then I could help it move on.
I now realize that I have been a colossal idiot for thinking that.
The first incident when things started going bad was in one of the sessions the word "invite" popped up. I told it I wasn't inviting it in. Then the word "possess" came up immediately afterwards. I was a bit startled but I let it go, thinking it was a coincidence or something. Sometimes, random words that have nothing to do with anything or that seem to have to do with it but really aren't connected. Then another night, it was after I had a session my mom called me to go scoop the liter box. I got up and did so, leaving the cat in my room and closing the door. When I came back out I found my mom in the entry way with an odd expression on her face and I see my cat next to her.
"Did you hear your cat?" She asked.
"No I was scooping the liter. Why? What happened?"
"When you left her in your room, she freaked out."
My cat's the kind of cat that would just flop down on the bed (likely in the spot that I'm going to sit in) and just wait for me to come back so I found that odd.
"Well, did she sound scared?" I asked.
"No, not quite that."
"Well angry hissing?"
"No not quite that either. I have never heard your cat make noises like that." Mom said.
I thought it was a bit strange but I went back to my room and closed the door. Then my cat started meowing at it, wanting in. So I let her in then once I close the door and turn around, she back meowing at the door. I let her back out and close the door. Then I hear her meow again. She would not calm down until after I left the room with her and went out into the living room.
Another day, I was in another session and the word "Hostage" popped up. I didn't really think much of it considering I've even had the word "Cheese" come up.
"Who's a hostage?" I asked.
"You." Popped up.
Then a place next to my bed spiked up to a 10 on the EMF gauge and that's as high as it can get. I started looking for a magnet or something in my filing cabinet (That's where the spike happened) but couldn't find anything. I went back to the communicator part and these came up.
"Third. Offensive. Die."
In that order.
I closed the session after that and I have not spoken to it since. It was then that I realized that there were some words that popped up every session with out a question asked about it. They were: "Struggle, Violate, Suffer, Torture and Burn." Not in that order. I sought advice from a friend who is knowledgeable in that kind of thing after I tried a previous cleansing method that failed.
She advised to sage the house and to get every doorway, window, corner and dark place. Have one window open so there is only one way in and out and do not open any other windows or doors until the saging is done. I wasn't going to be able to do it for about a week because of a few complications, but I had someone who would be there with me and we would do it together. Then last night, the night before I planned to do the saging, I felt something touching me on my arms. I could even feel the change from warm to cold on my arm, as if someone had grabbed both of them. I brushed it off and put on a jacket.
Then something icy started sliding up the inside of my thighs. When I pushed my legs together the cold merely moved over to the outside of my thighs. I also noticed that anywhere the coldness settled my skin tingled and buzzed. I also noticed that anytime I moved away the part of me that was being touched, it would merely transfer somewhere else. I felt it touch my hands, arms, shoulders, wrists, neck, ears, thighs, cheeks, forehead, lips and my genitalia. When I still kept feeling the cold touches, I climbed under my blankets and anything that was covered was left alone. I tried pulling my head under too but I had a hard time breathing that way so I was forced to keep my head out. I also felt a cold sucking sensation on my neck and sometimes my ears. I know this wasn't a draft because the heat was on.
As some time passed, it got to where the blankets no longer mattered and it would touch me anyway. I kept shifting, I told it very firmly to leave me alone and to stop touching me. I even incited the Lords name and prayer and nothing changed. Then, the later into the night it got, I started to feel so weak. It was hard for me to move my head or lift my arms and I felt so unbearably sleepy. Like I had chugged an entire bottle of Nyquil. But I fought the sensation because it didn't feel like a natural drowsiness and that it might have been imposed on me. I think the weakness and overwhelming drowsiness lasted for 45 minutes to an hour before it stopped. But the touching didn't. It wasn't long before the powerful drowsiness came back and I think I ended up falling asleep. I don't remember when but I do remember waking up a few hours later and there were no more touches. It took me a while to fall back asleep but I did somehow.
That afternoon a friend of mine and I saged the place. Things felt better and we went our own ways. Then, tonight I got home, and started playing on my PS3 around 9:30 and I started feeling the touches again. And they feel even stronger. I tried to ignore them and just wrapped myself up in a big fluffy robe but then I started having icy spots press on my skin even in my thick robe. And, once again, I can feel the drastic temperature change on my skin. I'm exhausted, I haven't been able to sleep well since before summer, I'm tired, feeling strained, I'm scared. I've also been worried because as of late I've felt an increase in my sexual appetite and I've been having nightmares (This is extremely rare for me. Up until recently, in my 21 years I could only count 2 times where I had a nightmare) where I'll jolt awake and I won't remember what has me so scared but I will feel terrified.
I'm going to try some White Sage tomorrow but I'm still worried. Does anyone know what this could be? And any recommendations on the new saging session that I should take? Just in general does anyone have any advice? No religious comments please. And I would appreciate no one pointing out what a moron I have been for talking with it to begin with. Believe me, I'm entirely regretting my curiosity.