Hey, I am new to post something here. I have been an avid reader for couple of years. I decided to try to write my story and I need some advice or information regarding my experience.
This started when I was teenager around 14 years old. I started to develop sleep paralysis. But I thought it was just a simple stuff at first, can't move your body, can't speak and can't even use my senses normally. But I always felt fear whenever I get this sensation. It feels that someone or something unseen near you and you can't do anything. But during that time, I only got the experience for few times in a year.
The top of my experiences I felt in August or September 2016. That time I felt this condition for three days straight and it was too weird.
In my dream, I saw myself in my room just like I usually sleep and no one there just me in my room. I got the feelings like someone touch my back, creeping out to touch my buttock and move to my neck and stomach in flirty manner. I couldn't open my eyes to wake myself from my dream. The thing or maybe the spirit, started to hug my back and let its hand roamed around my body. I was so scared and in that dream I tried to wake, luckily after couple of times I could wake. The weird thing was that all of my hair stood up and the areas on my body where the thing touched me all had electricity sensation that lasted for more than three hours after I woke! Normally when I have sleep paralysis no sensation after math that I feel. But I felt the electricity sensation on the area where being touched for hours and it made me unable to sleep. I felt too scared to sleep.
It happened for the next two days, and the way that thing or spirit touched me become almost like possessive boyfriend. Like hugged me so tight and touched me longer than the 1st time. And I decided to be brave and asked it "who are you" to the entity. And since it hugged me so tightly that I could feel its chest, the response was like the entity chuckled at my question because I felt its chest vibrating like it had had a small laugh.
I only had that weird experiences on that month only, no more sleep paralysis for months or almost years but I had a weird dream followed by that weird dream.
In my dream, I saw myself in my room alone with no one else. And I couldn't move and I couldn't open my eyes normally, but I felt my legs being lifted. Not only that, I felt that something unseen dragged me through the wall. I felt hopeless because in that dream, I couldn't fight back like all my energy was taken and couldn't awake for my own dream. It happened a lot until December 2016.
After that, it disappeared without trace. And on 2017 and 2018, sometimes I got sleep paralysis but in normal condition where after I woke up, no weird or tingling sensation.
But last week or two weeks ago. I had a weird dream, I was in my company area and would like to go back to my office. I stopped right away when I saw two white-ish figures. They didn't have a face whatsoever just like a fog with a body like human. They walked towards me, I didn't know why but I felt that I should run away, but I was too slow. They engulfed me right away, they hugged me and touched my body again, and I felt the sensation like sleep paralysis where I tried to fight them but had not succeeded. And somehow I knew right away, that they were the reason why I felt sleep paralysis and weird experiences for years.
Does anyone knows what those entities are? Or any of you have the same experience?
Sorry that I wrote a lot because I need information on this. And I want to tell you that I am a virgin, so is there any connection that those things quite possessive on some occasion.