That Girl Is Me?

Ever since I was 4 I've been having weird dreams where there was a little girl; my age and she looked exactly like me only her skin was lighter and her hair was way longer. The thing is... In these dreams it's like I'm living in her mind so everything she says, feels, and experiences I'm experiencing it too since I'm...her in the dreams.

The first dream I had about her I can never ever forget...she...or I was in a hospital in a white gown. "My" house ended up going into flames and I was the only survivor in that fire, so I was taken off to the hospital and after a few days (which in real life I waited a few days to get this part of the dream) I was walking out of the hospital in a new dress. The hallway was empty with lockers on the right side the lights were a little dim because it was late at night and there was a man walking me out of the hospital. All of a sudden we heard screaming from the treatment room and the man let go of my hand and ran yelling "It's coming from the treatment room!"

I was waiting for the man to return in the hallway and in the dream the girl (or I) was holding a doll and I was sitting by the wall with my head down on my knees because I was scared. Then the man came out and there was blood all over him so he picked me up and started sprinting to the exit. This part actually freaked me out the most... While he was sprinting there was blood running down my legs and I didn't know how it got there because the man didn't have his hand up my dress.

The man falls. I fall, and the doll fell into this weird black hole on the floor that just appeared in front of me so I asked the man "What's happening?" now honestly I feel uncomfortable telling this story because this new person I'm about to tell you about is the real reason why I'm afraid of these dreams... I looked up at the ceiling and I saw this funny looking girl staring down at me. She had long black hair straight, skin that looked almost blue and light blue eyes and her head looked like it was upside down.

For the past few years I've been seeing her in my dreams. I was having a good dream... Nice dream then all of a sudden her face pops in and I woke up screaming but when I woke up she was literally I mean LITTERALLY! On my ceiling staring at me and I was just hiding under my sheets until she left... I have also noticed a few things that happen after these dreams: I always woke up on the floor, after these dreams I tend to just walk alone in the dark until the sun comes up, whenever I walk in the dark I always take a female doll with me whether it is my Minnie mouse doll or one of my collectables, if I see a red light when I wake up I get chills up my spine but if it's not after I had the dream I'm just normal. I don't have these dreams everyday it stopped for a couple of years then just came back.