I will be posting a lot of stories about my life as a boy who can see ghosts. First, I will start by telling my name; I am Amkawa Fangshang. Although my nickname is Vincent Bernier because it is the name y mother gave me the day my life started as her life came to an end.
I lived for five years in the Chiba Prefecture orphanage where I lived as the only child of Canadian lineage. Some things happened to me quite often. Like waking up in the night seeing a shadow come at me and starts to choke me. I would pass out and wake in the hospital the next day. Other things happened as well; some extremely shocking some not.
When I was 3 years old a drawer filled with knives fell on me. I also had nightmares about a woman who was my mother (she looked just like the pictures I have of her). In my dream she's shielding me from an entity, a very large entity cloaked in black and the only things I can see is his eyes.
In the dream the entity pushing my mother while saying: move it he is my son too. I then wake up and I see both entities at my bedside. I was scared a first but they never did anything to me. The sheer size of the entity claiming to be my father is too big to be human.
The reason I believe that he is my father is because he protects me, for example: he pulled me out of the way when a car was about to hit me (for those who ask I can see spirits in broad day light, they appear either as shadows or people I used to speak to them thinking they were Living people).
The only thing I ever wondered is that when I was born my mother was in the hospital because she was hit by a car, she didn't know about me let alone when she got pregnant and who was the father. I did some research asking to her ex-colleagues.
They all told me that my mother was not into boys, if you know what I mean. It couldn't have been rape because she worked in a private school where all students and teachers sleep in a dormitory in which every teacher was a women and it was the same thing for the students and the principal. The only time she was out was with her colleagues never alone, if the entity is father and it doesn't look human is it possible that father is an Oni or a Tenshi?
I don't care what people may say because this is how I remember it and how I lived it.