I have a question that really needs an answer. Just to sum it up, I want to know, "how interested is too interested in the paranormal?"
I'll tell you why. In a nutshell, I am sensitive to this parallel around us, but not to the point of bragging about it. I believe in all things haunted, out of place, especially paranormal. If it help put things into perspective, my mother called in people from the church to come and bless my room because she said I was having night terrors, but not the kind kids would have at 4 years old. (Creepy!) Who's mom does that! That's saying something.
This is true as I remember having my first experience then, when seeing the entity of some cartoon witch floating above me in my mom's bed. Yes, I was 4, and I was watching a lot of hectic stuff, but I know what I dreamt about, and I know THAT was real... Though my sister will tell me that I was hyperactive and my mother couldn't cope with me. Then again she has no interest in these kind of things. Anyway, I'm getting off track.
Back to my question. Okay, so I won't touch a Ouija board, don't even try and get me to look at one. I don't take drugs, and I barely drink. But when it comes to the paranormal, I can spend hours thinking, wondering, researching about it. Like haunted places, sightings, all things unexplained. I guess one could call it a hobby or interest. But here is what I want to know...
Say I was interested in stamps and stamp collecting, and obviously, in balance, I would research about stamps, their origin, etc etc... But IF I want to research non-human entities, demons, and the different kinds because I find it so interesting and intriguing, but in NO WAY want to, nor dream about bringing that into my life, is that possible? Can I still research this kind of dark stuff because I am so interested in it, without bringing it through something? I won't go "looking for trouble," unless this could be considered that?
If anyone can give me some advice on this that would be great, as I find it so interesting. I have a life, and am happy, like not obsessed and have a problem. It is just something I want to find out more on, but I'm scared that even googling these kind of things... Could open up something.
So again I ask, how interested is too interested?