I had been born late December, 1992 and upon being shown to my mothers friend who had a psychic ability, I supposedly had a connection with the unknown and that was the start. Since then the first experience ever brought to my attention about 3 years ago was one when I was about 4 years of age in the 2nd house I had lived in. My mother told me I had awoken in the morning and told her that the night before I had awoken to a knocking on my window. When I opened it I described the figure as "a man in a black robe with no face" and I was especially interested on how he was standing on plain air. My mother told me the conversation went something like this: "hi my names Justin, who are you and why are you at my house?" I inferred. The man replied "hmm I'm sorry little boy, my name is death, and this is the wrong house. Please go back to sleep it is not yet your time." My mother had thought this to be nothing more then a dream until she found out that my neighbor had hung himself that night in the house that was in clear view of my bedroom window.
The second experience which still haunts me to this day takes place in the same house and room but this is a memory I can remember personally. One average night I woke up and saw a floating figure the size of an average woman but the coloration was very distorted. I asked her "who are you?" and she hesitated and smirked then laughed a laugh that still haunts me today. I screamed and cried and threw my covers over my head and that quick she was gone.
Once again in the same room and time I had woken up to a screech and felt a strange substance on my face. I quickly ran into my parent's room and looked in their vanity mirror trying to see what it was when out of nowhere the lights flicked on and it had been dried blood covering my face. I still vividly remember this and how terrified I was.
In addition to these stories I also have memories that I vividly recall but they are nothing I have ever experienced in my life. Certain places and people that I can describe so descriptively that it makes me believe they are connected to something. The scariest of memories is one where I see myself walking with a group of people I don't know and they look at me with sad faces but relief as well. I pull on an elderly mans shirt and ask him "sir what's going on? Where are we?" and he replies in a shaky voice "son this is passing on, I'm sorry but you...died." and that's all I can recall.
So my question to experts is how can I reconnect with my ability to vividly experience these things. I still sometimes see things like figures running toward me or hear things such as voices but not to the extent I used to. Can I become more open to it alone or can an expert help me?