Theatre Troubles

Here is the thing I'm 17 years old... So I'm not exactly sure how these things go... I guess I should give some background history too... Ok here this goes! When I was 4 my grandmother died it affected me deeply. After that I was depressed deeply as she was killed in a car accident my two brothers and I were in. My brothers were in the backseat while I was in front with grandma. Since then... It has been much different. After that I've always been able to tell when someone's watching me... I know because I would always turn before the person could look away. Sometimes I'd turn and see no one but I could FEEL someone there. Over the years I can tell when it's just my imagination because the feeling passes fast but more often it lingers. So there you go background information before the real happening.

My Step-Mom has worked at this theatre for around 2 and 1/2 years to 3 and 1/2 years. The first couple times she went alone but then she started taking me to work with her. The whole time I've worked there I've felt a presence it started out normally.

When I first started going there, there seemed to be a curious presence that watched me. At first I started with brushing it off thinking it was just my imagination getting the best of me. But then I started to turn and I'd see a glimpse of someone or thing. I'd get freaked and clean faster to quickly get out of the theatre room I was cleaning. At times though I get double scared because I'd walk out of the theatre and Mom would be coming in to check on me.

After a couple months I swear the thing realized I could sense it or whatever because I starting feeling the presence more often. Now I was starting to get somewhat scared. For a year it did this, but then it started to scare me more because it felt violent like it wanted to hit me (Mind you it gradually became this way). Then suddenly around half a year ago I started feeling something and I also started seeing more of a blurring thing seeming to run out of the theatre I was cleaning. This obviously freaked me out more than before. I haven't told my parents for fear they'd think I was insane.

Well a little while after that I brought my friend in to help clean thinking whatever it was would leave me alone. No such luck as it actually showed up in front of her. She saw it as a shadow just standing there watching. After that I was absolutely certain something was watching me. So naturally I was scared working alone but working in cleaning you have to quite a bit. I'd been hired into the theatre working as an usher. At first I only felt it during the day too. Then I actually started feeling another presence that seemed nicer. I talked to it feeling unthreatened by it. It was like this a couple months... When I first felt it though it was like a cold mean presence surrounded me. Trying to do what I'm uncertain but I now it kept leaning real close. I randomly started whispering to it and it stopped and sort of sat listening to me...

Then a couple months ago something lightly laid small sort of boneish fingers on my friend while something poked me. We both turned at the same time getting ready to ask the other what when we noticed we were both on different sides of the theatre we were cleaning... At the same time I saw a blur leaving the theatre behind her which I didn't tell her because I knew it would freak her out. The weekend after that I was once again cleaning alone and got the feeling the threatening presence that totally put me on edge was watching me again. I once chose to ignore it... And now kind of regret it because the next thing I know I feel something touching my neck like it wanted to choke me...

Since then I've felt it watching me every week but the other thing that seems nice that's watching me keeps getting in its way. Though I still feel the other one trying to attack me... A couple times I've felt it touch me but then turn quickly and see a blur running... It freaks me out and I'm baffled as what to do without telling anyone and seeming crazy.

I've a couple of questions lastly:

What should I do without telling anyone so they won't think I'm a freak?

What's wrong with me?

I'll tell you what brought up the last question. Since forever I've been kind of freaky like I've heightened senses. Its sort of like I'll be sitting in a huge room with a lot of people chattering yet I'll be able to hear EVERY conversation going on even the one's all the way across the room. I have fantastically unusual seeing abilities in the dark. I can feel something even when it barely touches me. And I can smell all sorts of chemicals and such so I hate perfumes a lot because I can smell the different chemicals inside.