Let's just get straight to it here... I am 15 years old now. Just turned 15 actually. So... This happened to me quite a long time ago. I don't really remember, but... I think around when I was 12 or 13 years old I guess... I heard many of these "things" happen especially to teens so I don't know if this is only happening because us teens are experiencing hormonal things, you know what I mean.
I had searched all over the Internet and knew that people usually call this problem "sleep paralysis." OK, great. Now I know a lot about it. So, just let's get to the point here. He appears only in my dreams, so I just let it be, though it felt so real. But still its a dream, so nevermind about it.
Day by day, little by little he came into my life... Meaning... He appeared in reality! I don't know why this happened!
I saw a black figure man a lot of times in my mirror. I can also feel him beside me, and SEE him too. But not really clear, as I can see a human being. It's kind of a blur. But the strange thing is is that I usually see him with my left eye, not my right eye... So I thought it's my hair. I even once tried to pin my hair so that I would see clearly and sometimes I still can see him! But once more, he is much more clear in the mirror.
This is the most frightening thing that's happened to me. I was in my bathroom, brushing my teeth. I have a BIG mirror in front me, that covers almost half of the wall. And there's a huge bathtub behind me. (oh, and it was night time). Then when I was about to finish, I saw a black man figure, with a red colour all over his body, and it looks like blood. And this time it was really really clear! I can see this thing veeery clearly! I was really really scared that time! But I had no idea if it's the same being or not.
OK. So, though I'm a big girl, I still sleep with my mom (only). But then, since almost half a year, I didn't really sleep with her anymore. And until now, I never sleep with her anymore. I sleep in my room, all alone always. And since then, everytime I was just chilling... Or sitting... Or do anything on my bed, it would feel like somebody was sitting next to me! It's like the bed kind of bumps or wiggles a little.
I still don't care about it. Maybe I sound not scared at all, but I AM. It's just because this happens often, day by day I get used to it. And sometimes, almost everytime I go to sleep, I would hear and (feel) a scratching on my bed. It's like there's a person scratching her/his fingers on my bed. (Hope you can imagine what it sounds like).
There are a few things happened to me when the sleep paralysis happened (s*xually). Like what I remember, I felt a hand touch my neck, I felt heavy, caressing or someting like that and so on.
A lot of things happen but I will not type it all, so many things. But the point is, talking about this stuff, I have 3 dogs at my home. And I do believe that dogs are very sensitive to paranormal things.
So... If he's still with me, then why are my dogs not barking? I thought that it looks like he keeps a distance when I am fully awake, maybe he's only near me if I am asleep.
So the point is that I really want to know WHO or WHAT he is! Is he just a passing ghost? A demon?
A past life lover? Or... Maybe just part of my dark side, meaning... Maybe I manifested him! I have no idea at all. I once talked to 2 mediums, who are friends of my mother. They told me that "he is there" but you're going to be fine. But... I just don't really think so. He didn't really bother me for quite a long. Maybe for 2... 3...weeks, I guess.
Oh, I just remember! And one more thing! (I really really love music, so I listen to my iPod everyday). Sometimes, while listening to my iPod, I felt strange with some of the lyrics. Then suddenly I remember him, and it's like I recieved a message from him through the lyrics! Get it? So for example, the lyric is "I will never leave you alone" then suddenly remember him and get this feeling or thoughts that he's trying to tell this to me. Meaning... I am never going to leave you, I'm going to stay with you. Like that, for example... What do you think it is? Is it possible or just my mind?
Ohh and... I am not a religious person, so pleeaaaseee... Sorry, really sorry, no offense! Please no christian advice, or anything like that. So thank you veeery much for your help and advice, or opinions too. Thank you very much! And if anyone have any idea who or what he is, please tell me.