As a young boy, I have felt a presence that seemed to always linger. My aunt was a Wiccan and it affected my spiritual development, so I have heard voices and felt things for a long time. She and my mom lived together. I loved playing with her tarot cards. I in the process became a Wiccan, but had little idea about the religion. As an astrologist-type kid, I stayed up to watch the moon and stars, but something happened one night.
I was peacefully sitting with my toes out when a force pushed my big toe down like a boot. I got scared and went to my brother's room. I was only afraid because it was the night and I could not see it, even with the usual lights on. From that point on, I always heard whispers of others, much more clearly that they spoke loudly. Then later, things got weirder, I got my wishes when it was about the environment and storms. I said "fire", and then a volcano report made its round.
It creeped me out on the inside, but outside was a grin. I could finally take the population and save the future generations. But I never had control of it again, was it me? Maybe. Then after one full moon, I recently walked outside to gaze at the full moon. I felt something watching, and playfully called out, asking for the person to show himself. I didn't see anybody, but in the direction that I faced was a voice calling my name. It was very soft and desirable, but as always, I ran in fear and covered myself in layers of blankets.
I later wondered about the voice and thought, "Was it a demon trying to lure me in. With a voice like that, I would fall for it." I for some reason, couldn't sense anything since, it was like something was covering my mind on all sides. I would want advice, but I'm not sure even a Wiccan would know how to do this. But now that I think of it, it was probably a defence mechanism that never went down. I would get occasional glimpses of shadowy footsteps, but as the surprise swept in, the feet disappeared. I want to get rid of this shield so I can interact with the other planes, can someone help? I vaguely recall an incantation (silly) to protect me from the other side.