4 years ago my daughter Leah passed. After she died doors and windows would open and close, music would play, and her twin sissy Bryanna would wake up shouting sissy and go back to sleep.
4 years have passed and well Leah doesn't bug us very much. She still gives us signals that she is still around. Me and my husband gave her own room. We buy toys for her. We write notes to her.
When we moved from one house into a bigger and better one we knew our little Leah we come with us. We know she loves us as much as we love her. It's great to know she's around. I only wish I knew she was allergic to breast milk.
Lately it has been feeling like she's not around anymore. I don't know whether she found the light and left us or she doesn't want us to know where she is. Being a mother and not knowing where your child is upsetting. Even though our Leah is dead she is still with us.
Leah I'm sorry I didn't know you were allergic to breast milk. I am sorry for being a bad mother. I am very sorry for not being able to find you. And lastly I am terribly sorry for not being there for you. Leah I love you dearly and I want everyone to know that. Leah please come out of hiding.
Everyone I'm putting this on Leah's bed so she can read it. If she doesn't give me signals that she is around what should I do? I really need support. She is my family and I don't want to lose her. I already lost her once; I am not going to lose her again.
Please everyone comment and help me find her. I miss her dearly.