This experience just happened tonight. Well, to be more accurate, this morning at around 3AM. I had fallen asleep at 8PM but later woke up at midnight. I didn't feel like going back to sleep, so I browsed the internet, listened to music, and watched YouTube videos on my phone. Within three hours, I decided to try and get to sleep again. I locked my phone and placed it beside my pillow.
Usually when I sleep, it's in very awkward yet comfortable positions (at least for me); I hug my long pillow at odd angles, kick up my left leg and lean it against the wall, curl up in a fetal position, etc... As a result, my back or chest never lies flat on my mattress. This night, however, after tossing and turning I found myself sleeping on my chest with my two arms tucked underneath my pillow. Finding the position quite comfortable, I closed my eyes and waited for sleep to take hold. That didn't happen, however, because something else did.
Within seconds, I felt a pressure on my back. I opened my eyes, slightly confused with the sensation. It felt like something or someone was lying on top of me, although I only felt the area that would be considered the torso. It was heavy, warm, and caused my skin to tingle.
I didn't feel fearful or uncomfortable. I simply lay there with my eyes open, blinking against the dark. And then I heard a whisper beside my ear. It felt as if the voice wasn't speaking to me but into me. As if it somehow spoke from within my mind. The voice was light and airy. It sounded a feminine to me too, but it could've been because the voice was soft. Anyways, it whispered this sentence: "The one I want is you."
My heart was racing at this point, but I didn't dare make any sudden movements. I had sleep paralysis before, where I felt like I couldn't move. During those episodes, I would be half-conscious, and the darkness in my room would envelope me, but I wouldn't be able to move a single muscle to shake myself awake. (I learned to simply let it wash over me, then I'd eventually fall asleep and wake up later feeling fine.)
However, this occasion was different, because I still had control of my body. I wiggled my toes and shifted the position of my arms; the weight was still on me at that time. I slowly lifted my body up and carefully turned so that I was lying on my back. As I moved, the weight slowly lifted and disappeared from me. After it was gone, there were still remnants of its presence. My back tingled with these strange vibrations. It felt like electricity, and it coursed down the length of my spine.
I lay there in the darkness of my room with my heart pounding and entire body sweaty. I wasn't scared per se, but shocked. Extremely shocked and unnerved that I had just experienced what I did. I ended up going back on my phone and staying up the rest of the night until morning. (Cause there was no way I wanted another visit.)
Can someone please tell me what they make of this? I'm wondering what this entity meant when it said it wanted me. I'd rather not have my energy, soul, or life stolen from me please. I know this sound completely outlandish and bizarre, but it really did happen. I'm not trying to make fiction or get attention. I really need some insight.
(I don't know if this has a connection, but a few days before I had watched the Last Exorcism with my relatives and looked up some the satanic symbols and rituals present in the movie in order to discern what the heck happened in the confusing and unsatisfying ending. I ended up reading through a bunch of information about demons, succubi and incubi, possessions, and the like. Did this research endeavor affect my mind in this way, causing me to think negatively?)