I know it has been a while, and I am sorry. Things have been crazy here. And I didn't have my computer for a while. So here is the new stuff going on.
About two weeks ago I had what you could call SP, but I get SP every year, and along with it comes a black dog that sits in front of my house in the road, never mattered what house, or where, it happens every year for about 2 months or so, since around the age of 14, so I know what SP is. This was way different, but might have been sp. I do get it at other times but not on a regular basis. What was different was I could move but truly felt like I was being held down.
I was home alone kids at friends hubby at work. And I couldn't make a sound. None of the dogs were in my room and normally if kids are gone all 4 sleep with me. I suddenly got this over whelming feeling of frustration. Then the weight lifted and I felt better. I went on with my day like normal.
My middle girl is 13; she is going through a phase where she is denying, very loudly all the time saying that ghosts and my little friends don't exist. As normal they are very upset, first it was her things missing, her phone disappeared, we found it in the pile of clean towels in the bathroom, then her MP3 player, and her jewellery etc., all fun and games at first. She has always seen things no one else could, but right now she is in this I just want to be normal phase, but what was funny is now a problem because other stuff is getting messed with. You will open a cupboard just to have it yank out of your hand and slam shut, her sisters tab disappeared, and reappeared under the middle of her mattress, not under her bed but between her mattresses, dead centre, and just tonight the van keys disappeared, they were there one minute and not the next. Hubby had to reach in and turn the key to open the driver's window because the handle is broken, he did and they were there but he had to run back inside, now we never take the keys out, never, even in the city. He got back to the van, got in and the keys were gone! He looked everywhere, he was almost late for work he retraced his steps, in case for some reason he brought them in, when he got back to the van they were on the driver's seat. That is just the tip of things going on, my daughter seems to really be upsetting things, being a new teenager she won't listen to me or dad.
The other morning I woke up and the dog food was in a neat pile next to the dog bowl. The only thing she is not denying is her "angel". She firmly believes in him and he is the only thing I doubt. She talks to him by writing her question or fears or whatever down on a little piece of paper and burns it, then dreams the answer, or feels better. She has done this since she was little. My husband and other 2 kids and the dogs are all getting very upset.
As normal feel free to ask any questions or email me or find me on Facebook, I am going through sage like crazy.
More coming soon!