I'm still a teenager. A lot of people tell me I don't know what I'm talking about, that it's not real. I refuse to believe what those tell me. I know what I see and what I've always been able to see.
I moved into my new house just on the outskirts of Jesup. It's a large house with five bed rooms, it has four acres surrounding it. Next to it is the woods along with our small dirt road. It's only been a couple months since we moved in. At first I didn't feel the energy feeling I get like normal when in an area with a spirit.
My room is very dark due to I have one window but the tree blocks out all of my light. But soon I noticed weird shadows around the house but I ignored them because I felt no energy.
It all started really happening about four months ago. I was laying in bed and couldn't go to sleep. Just another night to me. I stopped breathing, I guess I'm odd like that. Then I hear across the room shallow breathing, that's not normal for me. I stare in that direction but yet there's nothing there. I naturally thought like any reasonable person said I'm just tired. Nothing's there.
So after week I started getting this overwhelming darkness in that one corner of my room. It was where I had my mirror, closet, and sink at. That night I stared off again in that direction but I see a shadow crouching down in the dark. It couldn't see any special details due to how dark it was. I got scared at first but it didn't seem mean. The energy coming from it was lost and sad.
For a long time until this recent month. I would stare at it until falling asleep just like the last three months. One night about two and half weeks ago I would wake back up around one and three am in the morning. I wanted to look over in that corner but I felt this aggressive energy right next to me. I could feel this thing staring at me wanting me to look at it again. I decided to look and I see this thing in the corner now next to my bed. The aggressiveness went away and a lighter feeling came back.
Every night it wakes me up at those hours. Well last week I got home super late and instantly went to sleep not looking at my shadow man. He woke me up again like normal but seem aggressive again. It was bother some and I was just too tired to deal with this.
I roll over and go back to sleep. When I wake up that next morning I had paper everywhere in my room. My hobby is to draw and I'm good at it. There were ripped drawings and ruined paintings on the floor. I was furious with the spirit but I wasn't going to confront by myself seeing that could be dangerous.
I go to my much older neighbor to seek advice as my dad and step mother don't believe in ghost and demons. She told me to be very careful, it obviously used the attention I gave it to feel like it existed. She told me to look at the spirit but don't give it what it wants all the time or that could be very dangerous. I guess the spirit is latched on to me. But as long as I never speak to it I should be fine.
I would like some of your thoughts on how to deal with it. I don't know how to not let it hurt me. Please help if you can this is scary for me and I need help as my family won't due to their non believing in ghost.
Thank you for listening me. Thank you for those who help.