I want to first of all thank everyone who has given me advice and commented on my last story. A person had asked me why I'd turned away when I saw the little girl. My honest answer is that I don't know. I guess I was so shocked, and the first time I thought it was just an over action or something. I'd experienced things similar to this when I was younger but never anything that physically close to me. So here are a few things that have been happening lately.
If you've already read my first story then you know that after I started to tell my brother and husband about the little girl I never saw her again. I'd then started to see a black shadow that was about her size and a shape darting from the kitchen into the hall and once in the living room. I've continued to see this figure. As I said, it's about the same size and shape of the little girl but it's totally black. It's also very fast and if I hadn't already seen it several times I'd discount it as being my imagination. It's almost easily missed because it seems to move so quickly.
I've also been sitting on my couch during the afternoon and felt a strange cold feeling. It is different, not like a cold draft exactly but hard to describe exactly.
I was in bed one night a few weeks ago with my eyes closed trying to fall asleep. I wasn't thinking of anything in particular but just relaxed and starting to feel a little more tired when I felt something. It felt as if someone was holding onto one of the posts on the footboard of my four poster bed and shaking it. Again, I thought it was my imagination or that I was half asleep nonetheless I opened my eyes immediately. The light in my bedroom was off but the door was open and the light from the hall shined in. There was no one there but I distinctly felt it. It was so strange and after this encounter, scared, I moved to the couch to sleep that night.
I've also heard what sounds to be a child's voice but this time there's no "Mommy" or even anything that's distinguishable to me. I was up late finishing some cleaning when I heard it. I heard the voice so clearly but could not make out the words. It was almost as if it were in some other language but not one I recognised.
During the day when my children are at school I sometimes hear their toys playing music and occasionally even falling from the shelf in one of the bedrooms. The bedroom doors sometimes open by themselves. It's fascinating but also a little scary to me. It seems to be a continuous thing and I've tried talking and telling this little girl that she needs to move on.
My biggest worry is the black shadow. Does anyone know what it is or if the girl is connected to it? I'm worried because I've read articles that say demonic spirits can sometimes take on the appearance of many things. Could this be a demonic spirit that knows I have a soft spot in my heart for children? Did I hurt the little girl by turning away from her or for telling my brother and husband about her? I'm confused and worried at the same time. As I said before, I've had some experiences but never anything ongoing like now. I've also never experienced anything that was that physically close to me. I worry about my kids but they've never mentioned seeing anything so I guess maybe it's just me.
Thanks for reading and I'm sorry this has been so long. If anyone has any advice please let me know.