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Medium: A True Story


Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night confused. Most people do that at one point or another. From time to time I shoot up in a panic, I have just dreamt of something tragic a murder a rape, and assault. I know what you're thinking what's that got to do with anything, the answer I don't know. I awake with the feeling that it was a story that was given to me a true story from beyond, and even though I have no proof I know that it's someone showing me all this for a reason. What is it the reason? I mean am I supposed too help? So I try but never succeed. Everyday that I live I see ghosts, sure that may sound weird to you but not as weird as it is for me. I am a psychic medium and this is my life.

The other day I was being held to sleep and the dream I dreamt was so terrifying it left a bad taste in mouth all day. There I was a blond pretty woman, and I was trying to stay alive, yes alive. Every move I /she made was in every attempt to stay alive. This man had captured her, and would have raped her but instead she gives it up willingly, and then at one point she asked him if he has to kill her.

The man was a very ugly older man with grey stringy long hair. He was at all extents ugly with a bulbous big nose and a weathered face. And he replied that he had to and he was sorry.

The next thing I know is, I'm watching a woman who had just tried so hard to survive be smothered by a pillow. Her eyes, a cold steel grey, she looks straight and then her eyes shift to the right and they are frozen. She is dead, her hair blond and wavy and the look of death in her cold eyes, and the man, the man who killed her in what appeared to be a calmed state. Fast forward, the man drives off with the body to a remote area to an old abandoned house in the middle of the night and throws her body across the front of the property with no care. He left her there in the cold dark remote lot. I awoke traumatized.

When I get dreams like this one I feel the pain and fear of the victim and I am haunted from these images and they leave an imprint on my mind so vivid that's all I think of the entire day maybe even a week. First the feeling is scary then I just accept it. And it slowly goes away.

I keep having this vision it happens everyday. A woman in a powder pink v necked sweater is arguing at night in a kitchen with her what I think is her husband. The woman 30 or so very attractive with a ponytail, and her "husband" around 30 as well. Well dressed and good-looking they continue to fight. Suddenly there fighting loudly and then comes the stab right in the heart, he falls then she stabs him again 4 times, she is crying as she has the knife in her hand and she wipes her brow with her bloodied hand, her husband on the floor now dead. I see this image over and over daily and I've even tried to figure it out who but who ever is showing me this needs to finish the story if they can. I think I get these visions because someone is trying to get justice from beyond the grave. It makes sense to me how about you?

To some to be a medium is a real gift and ability to some it's all-fictitious, made up by ones own mind. To me it's a fact the dreams the feelings, the ghosts they are all fact. They are there and they are there for a reason. Maybe its that they have unfinished business or maybe they want justice maybe it's because they can't let go of something, but need to and all they are asking for is my help. I at times wake hearing them tell me their name where they are buried what happened and to go and write it down, but I don't I am mad that they gave me such a detailed horror story but I can't help but think that if I had maybe I would have gotten justice for some lost forgotten soul out there. So instead of being angry half a sleep and want them to go away maybe I should try to listen harder so I can get to the bottom of these dreams, feelings, visions. The best I can do is try and listen.

What about those ghosts you might ask. Well sometimes when a person dies they don't go into the light, I know what your thinking that's just a myth the light does it really exist. I do believe so. I have been crossing over ghosts for going on 5 years. They come to me for help and some can see the light and chose not to go in while others have such unfinished business that they literally have made themselves earthbound until they figure out what they haven't finished.

Many disincarnate being (ghost) stay earthbound if they are of a less evolved soul or perhaps because the aren't well, perhaps even mentally ill. Maybe they have killed someone or themselves, and they believe they will be punished on the other side for it. So to stay earthbound is better than to realize that might just not be true.

In my experience ghost behave the same, as when they were alive, same personality fears anxieties and issue. There is hope for many and for some there is not. So they will inevitably stay earthbound for years maybe 10-100 maybe forever. These ghost are not highly intelligent or have baggage to say the least. Many of their baggage could be a sudden death, their own of course. Maybe they themselves were murdered, maybe they got in a car accident and were suddenly killed. The event is so shocking and traumatizing that they are stuck in a posttraumatic stress disorder kind of way. Others don't even know their dead. It takes some convincing them otherwise, but when the do realize and remember what happened they usually cross over.

Now for example I have these two ghost who have attached themselves to me for unknown reasons even they aren't sure why. But these two are definitely mentally ill. Stalkers to say the least, and yes you got it right they can't see the light.

I have helped 100s cross over but these two are a challenge to say the least. They live in fear that they will be punished for their "sins" I have assured them that it's not how it works there but whatever they have done it haunts them worse then they haunts me. The female cries constantly and has terrible anxiety attacks while the other is a practical joker pervert who lives in fear that he will be thrown in some sort of jail on the other side, both are pathological liars and both need someone else's help. I have tried for too long to help them so I have given up and its time for someone else to try.

Truthfully I believe no one can help them but themselves and their unfinished business or fears are their own and they are the only ones who can save themselves. What do you all think? Whatever you think know this were defiantly not alone.

By Jennifer

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happy (3 stories) (18 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-19)
hello,wow I believe every thing you have said. They are trying to contact you because they need your help forget the ones that don't. Until you have helped the victims of such they won't go away, just a bit of advise. Mediums are human to, and need help. Keep a pen an paper by your bed or even record it, all the best.xx
raingrl01 (5 stories) (151 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-18)
It sounds to me that maybe you are getting these dreams because you won't write down the info? If they are trying to talk to you to give it to you and you aren't writing it down then they are going to want to make you listen. Keep a pen and pad by your bed and a nightlight. So then you won't have to get up at night. You will just have to roll over and write it down. Good luck with your two other spirits. They sound interesting. 😊
LAB (9 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-17)
OMGolly Gosh! Night terrors I'd call them you can see people who can help you with nightmares like that I can't remember what you call them!
noaanimelova252 (3 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-17)
Ya, I hear ya. That happened to me befor but I can't remember what happened it was to long ago.
ghostseer (41 stories) (408 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-16)
Thankyou for sharing. I know how hard it is to go through the in and out of dreaming about death (Nightmares). Murder victims find a way to communicate. As someone who experiences the other worldly on a daily basis, I know what you are going through. With the economy in such a bad state, murders, rape, etc... On the rise People are in distress. They do and will carry it into the next part of existence upon death. The dead will search us out, and they look for our "Light", we give off a signal of sorts that seems to attract "Ghost". Death is a small part of the journey. I have been aware of my gifts since early on. I have been helping the dead cross for over forty plus years. Take your gift as a one day-at-a-time experience. Don't overthink the nightmares. If you need any help or have questions, please feel free to contact me. I am happy to help you understand your gift. Blessings, Ghostseer...Oh!, ignore the naysayers who may voice a negative opinion here. It's just people who cannot/will not consider to look at things outside their own small window... My email can be found on my profile page
Erickson (10 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-16)
Why are you not writing down this information these ghosts are giving you? You said they give you dates and times and locations but don't write it down cause you are mad at them? That doesn't make any sense for someone who supposedly has been crossing over ghosts for 5 years. After 5 years your innate fear and hatred should have subsided by now as you are more capable to deal with these things as they come. You're mind should be more open after 5 years, or maybe you just watch to much Medium and Ghost Whisperer.
ghost1996 (1 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-15)
i do believe that you have a gift. I know someone that has the same gift. From your story I think that you can see people from the past in your dreams. I hope this helps. ❤ 😊
Tonith (1136 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-15)
I do believe that people that have this gift/curse have something in their brain that is more developed than most people. I think the same about people who have other talents that are way beyond the norm. Who knows why this happens? Maybe what we are gifted with is also balanced with what we lack. Einstein was a genius but he could barely keep his personal life in order. There are great surgeons that have no bed side manner but skilled hands. Professors that teach great philosophies but prefer a bimbo on their arm. Great atheletes that do remarkable feats but barely know how to read. You see where I'm going with this.
Why you are getting these dreams? Don't know. Could be as simple as being able to pick up on some kind of vibration or frequency in the sleep state.
I am not psychic but I agree with your rendition of why we have earth bound spirits. If confused and fearful while living chances are you will be that way when dead too. I don't know if mental illness follows the spirit once there is no gray matter but it stands to reason one would retain their basic personality after death of the body. We all have our fears and baggage but again I think FEAR is the main cause of most all discord.
I think it's wonderful that you have been able to help spirits move forward and the 2 you say are a royal pain may have to be ordered to move on and ignored if they don't. When they can no longer solicit a reaction they will give up. I know many in here believe in cleansing rituals but again to me this is symbolism to help connect with the belief. I feel the same about exorcism or any kind of ritual practice to create a given outcome. I can't imagine what it's like to be sensitive and I'm sure like all gifts it has it's down side too. I think you are using your gift well, and I'm sure it takes knowledge and discipline to control it or else it can end up controlling you.
dreamergal72 (6 stories) (793 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-14)
This is really hard what I read about this story, Sound like they do need help to cross over to the light if not then they can't just stay on earth for their rest of their death/lives, I know It sound strange what I say. Sometimes I do get dreams like some of what you have but They not only mental ills I am too and someones too but that don't means all bad. They just need some way. Hard to explain.
snowflake (5 stories) (61 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-14)
Upon reading your story, it's sounds as if you're dreaming of something that happened to someone else. Someone who either died recently up to years ago. They're aware that you can't "see", or "hear" them while awake, so they come to you in your sleep. And they're looking at you for help. I'm not a medium, or psychic or anything like that. I've never had the pleasure of being in your shoes, and to be honest, it sounds scary, and am glad I'm not. I wish you the best in finding someone who can translate what you're going through. Thank you for sharing your story.

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