For the past couple of months, me and a few friends have been contacting the spirit world via home made Ouija boards. Every session we do we seem to find out more stuff about how it all works via my friends (Hannah) spirit guide, Ben.
I first started to be able to 'feel' spirits during our third session. I don't know how it started but as I continued to use the board this 'feeling' has become a lot stronger and more accurate. Even without the board I can now pick up spirits and any information about them that they wish to let me know. Sometimes I physically do things that I don't realise I'm doing that are linked to the spirits themselves. After realising what I'm actually doing I can then tell how its linked to the spirit. For example, one time I found myself sitting with my head far over to one side for at least 3 minutes before I realised what I was doing. This action lead me to think the spirit had broke his neck on the right side. This was correct.
I was told by Ben (Hannah's spirit guide) that the spirits were afraid of me because I wasn't supposed to be able to see them but could.
In a later session I asked Ben if the spirits were still afraid of me and he said no. I then went on to ask him why it is that when I go into my back garden of a night to smoke, I feel around 20 spirits gathering around me just watching.
He said it was because I was a guardian angel and they wanted my help. We all didn't understand, we thought guardian angels were not of the earth. Apparently I have the potential to become a guardian angel, but I also have the dangerous potential to become something equivalent but of evil instead. Would I be wrong to think the equivalent would mean demon? Is this possible?
Surprisingly this doesn't scare me, but intices me a little. I have kind of always known I'm a danger to not only myself but of those around me.
Before we all knew what we were really messing with we tried looking up summoning demons, for some reason I was drawn to the demon Jezebeth. Don't worry we didn't end up doing it! But Jezebeth came through on the Ouija board the last time we used it and said it was here for me. It said I was interesting to it as I was a guardian angel, yet another being of the spirit world to use that term with me.
Is it actually possible? That a human can be destined for bigger things in the after life? Whether for good or evil?