Everything I write is a 100% true though hard to believe. First of all when I was a young girl I'd' have these reoccurring dreams of this girl following me. She wasn't a "normal" girl; she was pure evil. She had these haunting red eyes but she never approached me. I would run from her in my dreams and she would smile like the fear was what she wanted. Now mind you I was only 8 or so when these dreams started happening to me. I had them until I was about 13... The same dream night after night. Nothing but blackness and this girl following me with her hate eyes. I quit going to church and fell into the wrong crowd and the dreams went away.
I started attending church again 4 years ago and the dreams have slowly returned but my nightmare child is now stronger and madder. They started out as they had in the past but I dismissed them and "rebuked" her which seemed to shove my "night terrors" (as the Doctors with their PHD's and such say) into a whole other realm of scary. I've told my fiance about my nightmares and though we're a traditional couple he's agreed to stay to watch me in my sleep because I'd have dreams of her attacking me and wake up with welts or scratches. One night he heard me scream and came to check on me and I was pinned to my bed with red marks on my neck like I was being choked. I was gasping for air and turning blue... I was going to die. He shook me from my sleep and I had hand prints on my neck for the next few days. I pray and pray every night for her to leave me alone but sometimes she slips through and the longer she's kept away the worse the torture is.
I was home alone a few weeks after the choking incident and I didn't pray before bed because I was basically exhausted and she came for me full force my dream. She said (this the first time she ever spoke to me) "You have to pay for your Savior" and she proceeded to force my arms across my bed into a crucifixion pose across my bed. I struggled but I was nothing to the strength she had. She nailed my hands to my bed (in my dream this being the wall above my bed). I had never felt such horrified pain in my life. I struggled free (still sleeping mind you) and drove across town to my fiance's home. I was crying and he woke me up and asked me what had happened to my hands and I told him. I had identical marks on my hands on both sides as if I really had being crucified. When I returned home there were holes through my sheets with blood marks on them. Now weeks later you'd think they'd be healed but I have scars on both sides of my hands as reminders.
Since then I make sure I pray for protection in for my sleep and body every night and she's only attacked my once since then and I had scratch marks from my right shoulder blade to the middle of my back.
Honestly, I have no idea what else to do. I know I'm not imagining these things happening to me. If I didn't have the real injuries to verify my story I'd think I've gone mad but my fiance saw me being shoved down in the bed.
I don't know what to make of it besides I'm being tortured in myself and the spirit world is enjoying it and I'm going to find away to send them back to Hell where they belong!
If any of you have had similar situations please let me know because I know there's others out there that don't want to speak out about it in fear of the loony bin.