I don't want to sound crazy. I would like to know if anyone can provide answers about what has been happening. I want to know if what I have been experiencing is even possible. Here is my story or information because it's not really a story. If there is anyone that can provide answers I will be happy to read them and take any advice given as well.
My 16 year old nephew died in a car accident last year that he was a passenger in on April 18, 2010. His loss has had a big impact on our family. The neighborhood that he lived in has a light that is always flickering on/off. I feel like he is trying to contact me or let me know he is still around because of that light.
I drop my kids off every day to my sister-in-law's house before school (it is still dark at that time of the morning) and coincidentally the light will not be on until I pull past it and then it goes bright and then goes out again. If it is off and I am coming up to it I say hello to him and I love and miss him and the light will flicker on. This happens daily without fail. If the light doesn't immediately come on when I pass; it will be on before I can get completely away from it so I can still see that it has come on in my rear-view mirror.
My grandfather was into paranormal experiences (heavily) and my mother is also a believer and has claimed to have seen apparitions or had warnings before things were to happen by deceased relatives coming to see her. Before his accident I had a strong feeling of worry for him but couldn't understand why (this went on for several weeks). So I wasn't sure if there was something that I also could be experiencing.
Is it possible that I am experiencing him trying to contact me and that he could still be close around us?