Possessed

This took place July 18, 2007 in Colorado Springs, Colorado. It was in my bathroom. I was standing up in my bathroom looking in the medicine cabinet and then all of a sudden, I felt like I was pushed from the side. I felt like I had just been stabbed, it hurt and stung really bad. I "woke-up" on the floor and had things all around me that I didn't move. I looked at my side later and there was finger-prints from where I felt like I had been pushed. There is also what looks like a cut on my side, right below the fingerprints. I don't know what could have caused it.

Also, I have been told that I can see / speak to ghosts. And I believe it. One time, my friend had come over (we haven't been friends since this incident) and I told her that there was something next to her, I just couldn't make out what it was. I looked closer and it looked like a face looking over her shoulder. It was very scary and very real. I tried to tell her but she wouldn't listen. Then, (this is what she claims) my voice changed and I started to say words from a different language. She said that things started to move and the door locked by itself. I reached out and grabbed a knife and stabbed it in my stomach. Then, I woke up with blood stains on my shirt and the door locked. She was crying and wouldn't let me near her. She said that I looked "possessed" and that I should have a "spell" or "blessing" done on me. The funny thing is, I really don't remember what happened. I only know this because she told me.

Recently, the same incident happened and I seem to be "possessed" more often. I can talk to people that no one can see and often people come up and ask me to contact there "departed loved ones". They say that I, again, become "possessed" and sound like there relative or whoever they want to contact. I once did this for a demonist and he said that I was possessed by a demon. This fact has scared me for all my life.

Please, if you can give me any advice what to do, please let me know. I don't want to be in the news or on t.v. And I don't want any people coming to my house so I'm signing this as anonymous.

Thank you.