I've had a few small experiences that I thought were strictly my imagination running wild during my sleep... But after reading the stories published on this site, I began to rethink the situation.
I'm an 18 year-old female, and I do attend church. However I have been struggling with faith for quite some time now, due to endless questions and doubts regarding Christianity... Which happens to many Christians, I'm sure.
Multiple times I can recall waking up from what seemed to be a sexual dream, but I can vividly remember being touched, along with being penetrated. As I wake from these dreams, I wake with the most intense orgasm I've ever felt... And that's when I realize that it can't be just a dream.
The Being that was touching me in this dream seemed nothing more than a few years older than me... I couldn't recognize him, nor could I see his face. In fact, I hadn't really seen much of him, since I was being penetrated from behind (I was on my stomach). I come out of the dream out of breath, and to say in the least, in the middle of an orgasm. I felt very safe in these dreams, never in harm's way. The Being was rough with the penetration, but not violent. He was calm in every other way, such as kissing or stroking me. I quite enjoyed each experience, and needless to say, I do believe I am having visits from a young Incubus.
I don't ever really remember him speaking more than just saying things along the lines of, "Everything will be okay" or "relax" in a cooing tone... Even then, I didn't hear a voice. It was more of a thought that I'd heard coming from him. I physically feel the entire dream, and I only realize that I wasn't actually engaging in sexual intercourse when I wake up in bed alone... Mid-orgasm. For the rest of the night, there is a tight sensation; you know, that feeling after sex. Never had I woke up touching myself... My hands are underneath my pillow or curled up by my neck.
Like I said, I never really knew what these experiences were. I always sort of ignored them and awarded myself with the thought that I have an extremely active imagination during my sleep. But after reading several experiences by other posters, I realize that mine are very similar, in feeling and consciousness.
Any thoughts...? I'm new to this, so please understand! Thank you!