Let me just say, I'm happy to have found this site, because I have been dying to tell someone these stories in hope to get answers to what is going on.
Ok, well our house was very, very old about 300 years old to be precise. It was always haunted, and so was the property. Everybody in my family all have their own story of what they have experienced or saw, mostly just heard or saw things, but my mom was the only one who seemed to be being stalked, by something evil. This one thing used to happen all the time, she would leave the house to go shopping or something of that source, my brothers and I would be playing in the woods, not knowing my mom left. We would hear her scream our names in a very nasty voice, like we were in big trouble, we run to the house to see what she wanted, and she wasn't home and her car was gone. This has happened so many times, we never knew why. My dad has even had this happen to him a few times it freaks him out. My mom used to tell us also that she was being followed by a evil entity. Well years went by, we actually had a house fire that burned the house to the ground. My mom was so obsessed with the property, we were going to rebuild on it, so we got a trailer put on the property, and were supposed to live in it until the house was built. We were only supposed to live in the trailer for about 6 months at the most, well 6 month turned into 3 years.
I was 14 years old. The trailer had 3 bedrooms, I shared mine with my little sister. I started to feel a presence in my room. It only happened when I was alone, some days I would walk in the room and the energy level was so high it felt like I was being choked. I'd be so scared and try to get to the door as fast as possible it felt like everything was in slow motion. I would be so scared to sleep alone I would always leave the light on, and if I didn't I regret it. After awhile I was very depressed, always thinking of suicide, I became a cutter, and actually tried to kill myself by consuming bottles of pills. I think that just fed the entity more.
Every night I would have the same dream, I would be sitting on the edge of my bed looking at myself sleep, I think it could of been a out of body experience cause of how real it felt and looked. Well I would see myself on the bed, and I would levitate about 6 inches off my bed, and I would be surrounded by darkness like it was trying to enter me, waiting for me to let it in. I also had dreams of myself walking around my room, and I still can see myself sleeping, but all the candles in my room were lit and spinning in circles, and I feel surrounded by darkness. These dreams used to wake me up in a sweat, and I could feel the energy building up again to the point were I'm gasping for air, so I jump out of bed and run out of the room.
I hated feeling so scared, and not being able to sleep in my room. I had a dog, and I started bringing her in my room at night to sleep with me. One night she jumped up, growing and barking, now she's a pit bull, very aggressive dog. I could feel every muscle in her body tense up her tail was stiff, she looked like she was ready to attack and she stood over me as if to be protecting me from something. I was so scared I couldn't move I refused to look what she was barking at, I just hid under the covers, sweating, and trying to work up the courage to run out of the room. After awhile she calmed down, and went to bed. That was my cue to dart out of there as fast as possible. I don't know what the hell it was, and why it was only happening to me. My dreams were getting really bad, something evil kept trying to get in me, I even had dreams of being raped by this demon.
My only weapons were prayers. I shared my story with my mom, she said the same things happen to her, in the house before it burned down. She even had the same dreams, down to every detail. My family even told me they hear me call out their names, and come to find out I'm not home. The freakiest story I heard from them was that they have actually seen me walk into there rooms at night, and laugh. Knowing that I was at a friends for the night. So this spirit would like to imitate my mom and I.
We moved, when I was 16 I still feel something following me. I haven't felt that bad energy like I use to, but I can feel something still lurking around. I'm 19 now, I'm still having nightmares, they all consist of the old property and demons trying to take over me. My mom has said she hasn't had any dreams or felt anything, but I still do. I live in a apartment complex with my mom. I still sleep with my lights on, sometimes I forget or too tired and turned them off, and something always happens. Lately my sheets are being pulled off of me, my mom says she can't walk in my room because, of the energy, and she can't breathe the weird thing is I don't ever feel it, friends and family even complain that I smell like death and so does my room. Pretty strange to hear that, I almost think that the entity is in me, I always feel like my insides are black and sometimes feel like other people can see the blackness around me like my aura. I hate feeling this way, and being scared, I go to church and pray to god, but it almost makes things worse. I have a horrible hatred towards everyone, I'm very negative and bring every one down around me out of enjoyment. I have very demented, morbid thoughts I have actually acted out on them, like torturing animals, which when I think about it makes me sick considering I love animals but the thoughts get so overwhelming I can't control them and act out on it.
This only happens when I'm on the property, my mom and I are obsessed with the property, we visit it alot, and still plan building the house there.
I want to know if anybody experience the same things I have, or does anybody know if it's a ghost or a demon, and what should I do. How do I get rid of this negativity and hate. Why did it target me, at such a young age? I just need some answers I've been wondering for years what it could be and if anybody has had the same experience.