There is a fair amount of psychic ability that seems to run through the women of my family. Ever since I was a child I would have small bursts of psychic experiences like deja vu, dreams that would come true and just knowing things before they happened. However when I hit puberty this all changed.
I started to feel as though I were being watched, it was a thick panicking feeling that I would be overwhelmed with suddenly. I mentioned my experiences and feelings to my mother and she would always tell me to "pray it away". My mother has many experiences of her own but does not see her ability as a gift and prays to God to take it away. I tried this and it seemed to help for a while, then one day it got much, much worse.
One day, in the middle of the afternoon, I was home alone. I walked into the living room and I was stopped in my tracks. The living room was empty, but looming in my mind was this tall black figure standing in front of the couch. The only way I can properly explain it would be to say that he was invisible to the naked eye but I could see him with my mind.
Ever since that day he's always been near. I can see him with my mind if he's in the house, but when he's not I can tell how far away he is by the "thick" or "heavy" feeling he gives me. The closer he is the thicker or heavier the feeling is, and if he's in the house I see him. I have gotten somewhat used to his shocking appearance but he frightened me so much at first. He is very, very tall and sickly thin. He's all black and has very long fingers, they almost look like claws. His arms are long too, everything about him is long... Arms, legs, face, fingers everything. He doesn't have regular feet either... His feet are hooked and he stands on his toes. He looks as though if I were to touch him he would feel like sand, very rough.
I think what scares me the most about him is that I don't know what he wants. Whenever I see him he is just standing there, I never actually see him walking or moving, and he never talks. I can't see any facial features either so I can't even begin to tell what he is feeling. I get the feeling that he wants something from me though... In times of pain, sickness, or stress he gets closer to me. When I'm stronger I can keep him out of the house, but when I'm sick, hurt or tired he's right there in the room with me. I still have other more mild psychic experiences like deja vu. I have that a lot actually. But I don't understand what this means. I'm afraid.