I haven't frequented this site for about a year because I thought that my paranormal experiences were over and that I didn't need anymore help. Well, apparently, I am wrong. From my previous experiences that I related in my two stories and other happenings, I've come to believe that I can sense entities. I've been living in my new apartment for almost 2 years and, at first, I didn't think that it was haunted in the least so I let my guard down. I am a Christian and I am in no way superstitious. The experiences that I will relate are all negative and I feel that my faith, coupled with my apparent ability to sense spirits, has made me a target for whatever is residing in my home.
The first thing I noticed about my home is that I and certain other members of my family (my two younger brothers) are often weary of the back bedroom. Whenever I'm in there alone, I get this strong, eerie sensation and feeling that something is in there. It's similar to the feeling one gets when someone is standing close behind him or her, but here the feeling is stronger and more "sinister." I also get the feeling that the closet in the back bedroom is the, for lack of a better word, source of the presence. I will under NO circumstances sleep in this room as I am usually attacked in my sleep by this presence. I've come to trust my senses when it comes to evil presences but it's hard being the only one, it seems, who can feel these evil influences. The fact that my brothers have a certain fear of this room makes me feel not alone in this.
An incident regarding this particular room is a dream I had one day. We have a one-story apartment and from the living room, there is a long hallway that leads to the infamous back bedroom. I was asleep on a couch in the living room and in the dream; I was standing by the couch as I looked down the hall at the bedroom. The door of the bedroom was slightly ajar and it was dark inside. I suddenly had one of the most horrifying feelings of terror I've ever had in my life. It was a feeling that something of the utmost terror and evil was in the room and the door being ajar somehow symbolized that I was vulnerable and that the presence could escape and "get me." In the dream, I shot out the front door and stood in the grass in front of the apartment. I then woke up.
After this, I became certain that this presence was hellish and was targeting me. Not too long afterwards, I had another creepy experience but this time I was fully awake. It was a Saturday morning and I was home alone getting ready to go to work. I was in my room, watching a dvd of my pastor preaching on my computer. My bedroom is on the left side of the hallway and the door was closed at this time. I got up to go into the living room to finish getting ready but when I was about to open my door, I got the most urgent feeling that I should not open it. I believe that the Lord was speaking to me and warning me not to go into the hallway yet. I felt the familiar terror and sensed that something was in the hallway just outside my bedroom, waiting for me.
I'm getting goose bumps and I'm almost crying as I write this. I believe that the Lord speaks to me and I certainly obeyed His voice. I kept the door shut and I turned up the volume on my computer and continued to listen to my pastor preaching. Soon, it was almost time for me to leave for work and I couldn't explain to my boss that I didn't come in because an evil entity prevented me. So I summoned up my courage, prayed, and I opened the door. Fortunately, whatever presence was there seemed to have left the hallway. I QUICKLY got my things and LEFT.
Now, nothing dramatic happened for a while after this. Recently, though, it seems things have been starting up again. One night, about a week or so ago, I was asleep in my room and I suddenly awoke with the exact same feelings I experienced in the incident I related in "The Presence." I felt paralyzed and my vision became full of static. I also felt a strong sense of an evil presence. Remembering what this meant the last time I experienced this, I quickly got up and ran from my room and into the living room where I stayed the rest of the night.
Now this is what prompted me to seek help on this website. Just last night, I had an experience that truly frightened me. I was asleep when I suddenly felt a strong paralysis. I then heard the voice of what might have been the presence or even the devil himself! It had a deep, evil, satanic voice and the entity was taunting me. I couldn't see anything. There was just paralysis, darkness, and a voice out of the darkness. The voice was laughing at me and saying something to me in a taunting manner, however I don't remember what it was saying. The entire time, I was pleading the blood of Jesus as much as I could. I remember trying to wake up. It was so terrifying! The whole time I couldn't move, I was pleading the blood of Jesus, this voice was taunting me, and I was trying to move and wake up all at the same time! It seemed for a little while nothing was working and I remember almost crying in my dream, or whatever it was. Then, as all this kept going on, I felt myself move my fingers and I sort of "pulled" myself awake. It seems that in a paralysis state like this, if I can move something, anything, I can eventually wake up.
I've constantly felt things and even seen things before but I'd never heard such an evil voice before. I've always dealt with these things alone because I don't think anyone would believe me but these things are real and I keep feeling them and they keep attacking me. I'm getting scared and I don't know who to talk to about this. It's getting to the point that I'm almost afraid to fall asleep at night. I'm a very intelligent, sensible person who WOULD NOT waste my time or anyone else's making up stories and asking for help on fantasies. I am a devout Christian and would not lie about anything like this. My experiences are real, my fears are real, and my plea for help is real.
I would greatly appreciate any response to this article. I would really like to hear from people who've maybe experienced something similar to this. I know it was long but I just needed to get it all out. Thank you sincerely for reading and in advance for your replies.
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