I'm new to this site, but I've been fascinated by what I've been reading. I'm a happily married 41 year old woman with a teenage daughter. My husband and I are very Spiritual people, and so happenings in the unseen world are very common to us. I have a few experiences I would like to share with you. I will attempt to write of one major experience that happened in my early 30s. I will try not to be too graphic, but I also want to make the point that everything I am describing is 100 percent REAL! I am not a liar, nor am I making any embellishments or "poetic license". I want to blog a little about my past, so the "experience" is actually a few paragraphs in.
Here goes... When I was in my mid 20s, I was married to an abusive alcoholic. We had met at a church prayer meeting. He seemed very spiritual in the beginning, but he quickly became obsessed with money and "stuff". He became so caught up in work that we would hardly talk anymore. It was at this point that I had a miscarriage. I didn't even know I was pregnant! But, the doctor told me that I might have only been a few weeks along, and not to worry, as it wasn't my fault. He was pissed. He started blaming me for everything. He complained about the house not being clean enough or the clothes were dirty. I really began to think he was mad at me for losing the baby. But, I don't drink or smoke and I didn't even know I was pregnant. That bastard! I felt so hurt.
Not too long after this, our relationship went downhill pretty quickly. He would grow increasingly angry at things that went on at work, and so he started drinking. Our sex life became virtually non-existent other than the occasional 2 minute quickie. I felt lonely and quite used and depressed. He wouldn't touch me. We would hardly kiss. There was simply no more joy left in the relationship. A counselor and family friend suggested that we might try adoption to help ease the pain. I readily agreed, and surprisingly so did he. So, we made plans to adopt. But, before I had a chance to get excited about the adoption, I found out he was having an affair with one of my girlfriends. I was devastated. He wanted a divorce, and so we did.
Well, he divorced me before the adoption was finalized, so miraculously they let me adopt as a single mom! While I adopted her at birth through a teen pregnancy intervention charity, my daughter was actually about three months old when we "officially" divorced. So, I was able to buy a nice little home with the divorce settlement, and have some extra money in the bank. We lived on our own (just my daughter and me) for almost three and a half years (with no boyfriend or lover) before I got re-married to a most wonderful man. I'll talk about him in a minute. But first, here's my actual experience:
One summer night in 1999 (I was 32 then), my daughter and I were alone in our house. It was a very quiet night, probably around 11 PM or so. I was getting ready for bed when I felt a very strong energy in the room. It was heavy, almost electric. It was spiritual. So, I finished brushing my teeth and headed to bed. At this point (my daughter was nearly three and a half) was sleeping peacefully by herself in the bedroom down the hall from the master (my room). Well, once I crawled into bed, I felt surges of energy swirl all around me. It was more of that spiritually electric energy. It began to pulse and hover over me and change slightly from electric to more a warm energy. It literally got into bed with me, and began to warmly cuddle around me. I felt very warm and loved as it gently began to brush over my hair. It felt almost like a person, but I knew there was nothing there. I could feel breath, but it felt more like the wind lightly blowing over me. I don't know quite how else to describe it.
Gradually, the energy began to manifest as more of what I would describe as an entity force. It began to gently caress my back. It felt like a pair of hands gently touching me. I began to feel warm all over. I was lying on my side, and so it also started to glide over my left breast (at first through my nightie top, but then somehow "through" my nightie - if you can understand what I mean - I never took it off). It was extremely gentle, but very stimulating. It seemed to like my energy. I began to get aroused, and the entity seemed to know this. My breathing began to change, as I became more spiritually and sexually aware. Ever so gently, I began to roll more unto my back and stretch out more. Almost immediately, the entity began to flow unto and over my body, and began to put pressure on my chest. I then gradually felt my legs being gently spread apart. I climaxed almost instantly. It was more like a sudden surge of pleasure that took me off-guard. It felt really quite wonderful. This being then began to stimulate my breasts full-on (I felt like my nipples were going to explode), and my breathing grew more intense. I climaxed again within about 30 seconds of the first one. I could definitely feel that there was a lot of metaphysical energy present around me. At that point, I felt very loved and relaxed. I could tell that it wanted me to continue to interact more, so I gently lifted up my hips and thrust forward a few times.
Within seconds, I felt the entity draw closer to me, and there was a very warm sensation that began to form. The sensation got a little tighter, and I began to rock back and forth, continuing my thrusting a bit. This lasted for about 3 or 4 minutes until I felt a rather gentle burst of warmth in what appeared to almost feel like fluid. Suddenly, my whole bed began to shake, as if I and everything in my bed was almost alive with a very powerful energy, and I could actually feel this entity have its own "climax" of sorts. I call it that because I don't know how else to describe it. It's almost like my spirit could see the entity's sexuality or something. I was breathing so heavily and became so super sensitive at this point, that I could actually feel its pleasure. It was very intense. I could hear the wind suddenly pick up in the room and even outside, almost sounding like some kind of a moan. At that precise moment, I suddenly felt another burst of warmth down there, this time a lot more intense. It felt like someone was rinsing me with hot water down there. It suddenly dawned on me that I had just helped to bring this being to orgasm. I almost climaxed again as well, but I just couldn't give myself permission to drop off for some reason. I could actually feel that the entity wanted me to, but I somehow didn't feel right about it. So I chose not to.
Suddenly, the whole energy level began to shift from warm and inviting to very cold and foreboding. The wind began to blow very strongly in the room, and then I heard my bathroom door slam quite loudly. For a minute, I thought the door slamming might wake up my daughter, but thankfully it didn't. Then, I began to hear water running. At first, I thought the sink tap was on, but it really sounded more like a man relieving himself while standing in front of the toilet. I'm sure many of you know what I'm talking about, especially if you have boys or a husband around the house. It was a very bizarre sound. It just kept going and going. This noise went on for what I perceived as roughly five minutes, followed by several loud bursts of air that I could only describe as sounding like loud flatulence. I couldn't really tell what it was, because the sounds were being muffled by the closed bathroom door. After that, I felt the energy levels in the room drop off quite a bit. While the room around me became chilly (odd for a summer night), I still personally felt quite warm. Now that the noises had stopped and the energy had mostly dissipated, I felt the need to have another release. So, I took care of myself..
Now here's the really weirdo part... After my powerful release, I had the sudden urge to pee, so I got up out of bed and headed to the bathroom. Upon opening the door and entering the bathroom, I could smell a very strong mix of semen, urine and sulfur. It was very pungent and foul smelling, almost like somebody really let one. The thing is it wasn't me! When I turned on the light, I noticed the toilet with full of urine. Now let me say that I always remember to flush, and I know I had used the bathroom and flushed earlier that evening. The urine was a very dark yellow color and it smelled very acidic. So, this was quite strange. Well, as I sat down to use the restroom, I looked down and smelled a very powerful odor of semen emanating from my genital regions. If I could better describe the odor, it almost smelled other worldly. It was very pungent, much more than I'd ever smelled after any sexual experience I had encountered before. When I was done, I got up to flush. Again, this might sound really bizarre here, when I looked down into the bowl, I could see two sets of urine that began to almost co-mingle together. It was really, really weird. My urine was lighter in color, and towards the top of the bowl. The darker urine was somehow heavier and settled to the bottom of the bowl. The darker urine gave off a sort of ominous metallic looking glow as well. As I flushed, I watched the two sets of urine swirl around almost like a yang-yang symbol. The air around me in the bathroom was very electric. The stench of sulfur was still pretty heavy as well. Very weird!
Needless to say, I was rather freaked out by the whole experience. I went back to bed. I was so tired, that I was practically asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. When I woke up the next morning, my breasts felt sore and tender, as well my hips and my privates. I still felt relatively at peace, but just very sore. Well, the story gets even stranger still, at least in my opinion. About two weeks after this entire experience, I was about 4 days late on my period. Now, my cycles have been very regular since I was a teenager, and I did not have a boyfriend or any sexual activity (other than solo) during the three years I was on my own. Well, make a long story short, after about five days of being late, I was sitting on the toilet when I felt two very sharp and painful contractions. They were so intense that I physically winced and practically doubled over in pain. Then, I looked down and noticed that I had started, and I had an unusually heavy flow. This continued for about three more days before it got considerably lighter and my cycle ended for the month.
I want to re-emphasize that ALL of this really happened to me. It was so real, but no one was "physically" there so to speak. So now that I am happily re-married, I've only had one similar experience in the last 7-8 years. I often talk to my husband about the experience I just shared with you, and he thinks that it was a demon incubus. Needless to say, I wasn't very pleased with the prospect of that. While that may sound far fetched, would it be possible that I might have been briefly pregnant after this bizarre encounter? If it was in fact a demon, why was I at peace just about the whole time? What about the "demonic" urine? And finally, was what I perceived as semen actually something that came from my own body? I mean, there was no one there! Am I crazy? I am a bit confused, but grateful to share my experience with others on this site.
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