My name is Sandra, I'm 18 years old and I live in New Jersey. I have had many different experiences with "sleep paralysis" or whatever you want to call it. I was 15 the first time I had one and it was horrible. I remember waking up at midnight being totally paralyzed, I could only look out my window and it was a very foggy gray look outside. Suddenly I felt an enormous pressure on top of me in which I couldn't get myself out of. Then I felt someone holding me down from my wrist two wrist and a face caressing me all over my chest and neck. So at that point my next solution was to pray and ask god for help. It worked. When I woke up I automatically was sitting up, like if I was forced to sit up and my wrist were in pain. After that I was so exhausted and confused, I just sat there thinking over and over of what had occurred.
To make a story short, I moved in with my dad a year ago here in NJ. Since I have been here the last month I have gone into sleep paralysis two times. The first time it was very very strange. I was frozen and I felt as if I was lifting up into the air with this force so strong that I couldn't handle, I was struggling so bad before I got out of it.
Last night was beyond paranormal to me. I woke up sleeping on my back side paralyzed, and I felt the force AGAIN as if someone was lifting me into the air as high as they can. Then I was back on the bed trying to scream, move, you name it. That didn't help. So I was still frozen and all of a sudden a man who I thought was my father was next to me saying something to me. I couldn't understand anything but it sounded like a very low peaceful voice of a man. (By the way I'm still thinking it's my dad) so I'm thinking he was with me to help me unfreeze. Then he put his hand on my chest and I felt very calm and I was starting to feel calmer and calmer with its touch. Everything around me was visible but blurry so I couldn't see him clearly. While his hand was on my chest he was talking too. Then I saw him open the door of my room and leave. After that I woke up and my two thighs hurt so bad for some reason, and here I am confused again and just went back to sleep because I was extremely tired I didn't even care.
Now that I think about what happened I'm worried because I don't know if this being is evil or not or if it was sucking the life out of me or giving me more life. I can't stop thinking about it.
I would like to hear about any experiences like I have had, please let me know if anyone knows anything this could be.