Negative Energy

I am originally from Australia but this happened when I took a trip in 2009 to Lebanon. Anyone who is Lebanese or has relatives from there knows or at least should know how superstitious every one is over there and the fact that ALOT of weird things occur. I believe that any holy place or if you are holy person there is always evil present so that they can try and make you do bad things, as I say pull you to the "other side".

At the time I was staying at my grand father's house up in the mountains of Lebanon. The constructions of the houses over there are very different to the houses in Australia and a little harder to describe. I noticed after the first week of being there that as soon as I was in the house I felt the need to argue and feel angry. My sister, my mother and I were forever arguing. It just never felt right. I would constantly feel that someone was there watching me peering over my shoulder and I always felt the need to run out of the house. It's funny because me and my family/relatives were all quite normal when we left the house but as soon as we came back within half an hour we were all at each other's throat.

There were holy pictures every were my aunty would bless the house every day but this thing whatever it was just stayed as if it had a contract that would never end.

On top of that the night before we were leaving my mother (who is not afraid of anything) was lying down in bed and directly opposite the room in which she was sleeping in there was a door that lead to the balcony of the house. That night in particular windy but please keep in mind ALL of the windows were closed and when you go onto the balcony it is all glass windows but they were all locked shut. As my mum was praying something caught her attention and she stared at the door.

The handle by itself (as if it was straight from a horror film) pulled itself down slowly as if someone was there opening the handle slowly; the door opened and then slammed shut immediately waking up my aunty. My mum shot up out of bed scared out of her wits. My aunty shocked because of the loud bang asked my mum what was going on but my mum never told her as not to scare her. She simply told her to go back to bed. I surprisingly did not hear this but my mum told me on the plane back home and shivers ran down my spine.

I told my mum that I always felt that there was someone there watching me, I was at a point where I was waiting for someone to pop out and tell me to go.

This is nothing odd to me as I have many experiences that science simply cannot explain. But I must admit every time it happens it scares the living day lights out of me I literally get grey hairs. I never felt it as a positive energy it was always dark. It felt like a dark cloud was over us in the house. As soon as we were outside the sun was shining and everything felt normal and ok.

Any suggestions? You can read my other stories also. There always seems to be some type of negative energy.

I have now left my ex-husband but I must admit during that time I was going through emotional turmoil with him so I'm not sure if that's what attracted the negative energy I have been experiencing. I do know that people have suffered and experienced a lot worse, but this for me is scary enough.

And ideas/input would be helpful!