I always use to stay at my grandads and my nana's every weekend. Until my granddad passed away in 2006. I couldn't stay after that I found it too hard. My nana was really down and upset and low one day so I thought that I would stay and keep her company and it was a few months after he passed away, so I had to be strong for her as well as myself. It was nice staying there again doing things we hadn't done in a while.
It was coming up to 11:00pm and nana went off to bed. I would have normally stayed in the spare room but there were loads of things in it so I had to sleep on the couch. I sat and watched telly for a bit and after a while got bored so I turned it off to go to sleep but I could sleep. It was around about 3am I was just lying crying, just thinking about my grandad. It was when I was looking at his picture in the cabinet and saying how much I missed him I suddenly looked at the other couch where he would normally sit. I saw him smoking his cigar, and looking at me and smiling.
I didn't know if I was dreaming or if I actually did see him, I was a bit shocked but I wasn't scared at all. I slept after that... But the next day when I woke up I didn't know if it was just a dream or if I did see him?
Could anybody tell me if I was dreaming or not?