I have been attacked by what I believe to be an Incubus for about 8yrs now. These attacks happen in dreams or when I am in a semi conscious state. I say semi conscious because I am quite aware of what is happening and am able to control what is going on; although, I am not fully awake. As this has never happened to me while fully awake.
My "attacker" comes to me as a very good-looking man. Sometimes I can see his face, sometimes just his body. I am aroused by him in the dream so we proceed to have sex. Half way into the act I realize that this "man" isn't really a man. I start to get weird vibes and I start to feel scared. I also realize that it is an entity or "demon". Once it knows that I know what it is and I am trying to fight it off it will become forceful. It won't let me out of the dream, won't let me turn on lights in the dream, will try to pin me to the bed and won't let me fully wake up. To lessen its hold on me I will say the Lord's Prayer and I have asked it many times to leave in Jesus name. This will usually work, although it seems to be able to affect memory because in the dream state I have a hard time remembering the Prayer. I have to repeat the prayers and repeat telling it to leave a few times before it will finally let me wake up.
There have been times while just on the verge of sleep I have felt its presence in my room or at the foot of my bed. I have also seen it as a black entity with wings while fully awake, but in an altered state. I have also felt it touch my legs or pull at the blankets while just on the verge of sleep. Recently I have tried talking to it to see what it wants and what it is its purpose is. I have told it if it behaves and remains in the form of a man that it is ok to visit me. I have this desire to "know" it, what it is and what it wants... To communicate with it. I have a desire for knowledge. Maybe something can be learned from this Entity about what it is, about the existence of God, the Devil...US. It has to have some purpose.
I know prayers don't completely work in getting rid of it, but I do know they seem to lessen their power. Whatever the case, they don't like Prayers or Jesus' name. I also have a Celtic Prayer of Protection that was given to me by a Shaman. It is over 1000 years old. I have said this prayer and it has totally gotten rid of it for a few months. The attacks stopped completely. It has come back though, last night being the one episode where I did not fight it, just told it to behave and let it finish. The attacks can be extremely pleasurable. After it was finished I asked to see it. It wasn't ugly just different looking. I remember seeing an artist's depiction of an Incubus in a book once and it looked something like that, a misshapen man with long arms and a lot of hair. Which leads me to wonder about the black winged entity I saw while fully awake... Maybe its true form or a different entity altogether.
Anyway, I told it to behave and it did. I also told it that I could get rid of it for good if I really wanted to. It behaved; let me see it then shortly after I woke up completely. If it comes back tonight I am going to try asking it questions. I have been told that it is a Demon or Fallen Angel, not to communicate with it or it will drag me to Hell. I don't believe in Hell. I believe we are already there. What could be a worse Hell than some of the trials one can go through during our time here?
If they are Fallen Angels and they are willing to communicate a lot can be learned from them. I don't believe that whatever it is is purely evil. I don't believe in PURE Evil... At least they didn't start out that way.