I am a Female, 28 years old. Back in 2010 or 2011, I had my first experience with this "thing". The first few years it would come very few times a year to be with me sexually. The very first time it happened I was shocked. I was shocked because I didn't really know that these kinds of things could happen or were actually real.
In 2010 I started to talk with two persons from prison. One he told me he was a male witch. The other he told me he was a baptized christian. Turns out I really don't know if this incubus is an actual person (person sexually astral projecting to me).
The scariest thing is this thing told me was that his name was R. And that is the name of the baptized christian. Which he talks to me like the baptized christian talked.
I know I am not hallucinating. I know that for a fact because I am physically feeling him. He tells me he loves me mainly and that he misses me, and other things.
At one point in my life I tried having an exorcism. I even went to the psychiatric hospital. I tried talking to various church people. I even studied with the Jehovah's witness. I told my sister and niece about it. They think I am crazy. The JW's said that they were sorry they could not help me. They told me to pray. I even purchased two tarot decks to see if that would help.
I've tried talking to my mom about it and my mom says she doesn't believe me.
Until last week he has been coming to me everyday. I would like it to stop because I feel like he is going to cause me to lose my mind again like I did in 2010. This is physically draining and scary. I would like it to stop. Praying does not help. Can anybody have any suggestions? I feel like this entity/ or astral person is living in my mind and or body. I want it to stop. I want to live without fear. I hope this does not have any consequences with God. Please someone help.