Summary of Part 1: I hacked an AIWA radio to function as a "Frank's Voice Box" to be able to catch EVP in real-time, with answers to regular questions. Unfortunately, I found out that one of my cousins passed on and he screamed to me by my name given to me at birth-it was changed only after I was a year old (I am a thirty something now).
As I type this my shoulders are tight, which means that there is a heavy spiritual activity in my living area. I believe that I opened a portal by accident but I don't know how I did it. I had a horrible nightmare last night. These are several segments of it:
In my dream, I was sleeping next to my husband, and there was heavy breathing where he was sleeping. I thought that it was him, or some noise with the ceiling fan. Then I opened my eyes, looked at his body, his back towards me, but the mattress right on his side was "breathing" right under him. I nudged him and he said he felt it, but he didn't want to admit to it, or wanted to ignore it (he is a real skeptic). I let it go and tried to go back to sleep the best I could, with a breathing mattress!
In another part of my dream I was awake in the living room are and I saw my 6 year old daughter coming towards me very happy as usual. Right behind her-then quickly next to her-was her "evil twin." The face was quite different; eyebrows down, eyes black (all of it!) and when it smiled at me its mouth was pitch black, half-moon up and no teeth. Then it jumped in "the portal," which was/or is located on the right wall of my desk! In my dream my daughter was clueless and totally unaware of the "evil twin." I was the only one that could see it.
I remember with blurs that I was fighting really hard against this entity which I can't describe because of the blur. What I can say, it was really hard to defend myself, which I did to the best of my ability with my Catholic beliefs, with different prayers. On that part of the dream I used "Our Lord's Prayer," summoned St. Michael Archangel, and Our Blessed Mother Virgin Mary. She's the one who goes into Purgatory and rescues lost souls from that suffering and imprisonment.
It was horrible; I could barely speak. That thing was making anything possible so I could not speak. It felt very uncomfortable to defend myself, because I sounded like in the movies when people speak and move in slow motion and I was floating (!?). I used my arms; it felt as I was in some cosmic atmosphere, as in the middle of some weird galaxy. I couldn't get out, and that entity was looking at me and working with its mind. I knew I had no fear in me; I knew that with the power of God and assistance from Heavens above I could overcome it. My mind was in normal speed, but my body and my speech were slowed. It was very frustrating. Towards the end when I called to Virgin Mary, I saw the profile of her face and dress. That's pretty much it.
Yesterday afternoon and today my 9 year old son told me he felt something weird in the kitchen, from the countertop to the end of the kitchen. The desk where I ran the voice box and the kitchen is divided by that wall.
This morning I recited a prayer called "Prayer of War and Spiritual Intercession" (it is in Spanish so I am translating the best I can!) It's about 17 pages of pure protection, engagement, confrontation and direct fight with the devil, and freedom through Jesus Christ who defeated him at the time of His death. This prayer cannot be recited lightly. I plan to recite it later on, plus the Holy Rosary. In my mind I saw the picture of Jesus' Divine Mercy.
I "sealed" that portal by calling those spirits to get in, prayed, and hung there a Holy Rosary with the Miraculous Medal made in Germany from the priests at the Maria Rosa Mystica Apostolate. I took care of my kids with a green scapular and Holy Rosaries, and I'm wearing my scapular and Holy Rosary as usual. All blessed.
I'm eager to read your comments, suggestions and yes, I did protect myself with a basic psychic defense exercise before each session. Perhaps I didn't do it properly last time.
I hope in the future I can share with you all the paranormal experiences I had as a child. That's why I am a bit alarmed now; I had tons of nightmares, two full blown apparitions and I was slapped across the face when I slept.