Last Saturday I did something I shouldn't have, I tried committing suicide by taking two bottles of pills. After I took the pills, I felt myself start to rise in the air, like I was floating, and at the same time it was like I was watching myself, like I was a third person in the situation. I guess it wasn't my time to go because I threw up all the pills.
Afterwards I started seeing a lot of spirits around me, some faces I was able to see clearly, others I couldn't. My whole room was full of spirits.
The first one I saw was a little boy, then after that I started seeing all of the other ones. After I got better, and after a couple of days of rest I still see the little boy, but not the other spirits. The little boy still follows me, he has a sad face, and he won't talk to me he just stares at me. He doesn't do anything just stands and stares. And I'm not sure what it means or why I saw those spirits.
I need some answers please, I know suicide was not the right thing to do, and I've been given a second chance, I just want answers to everything that's happening to me now. I'm not sure what's happening, I've never seen spirits until this happened to me, and I would really like someone to be able to answer the I need.