I have been recently dreaming a lot about the Virgin Mary. It's not just dreams though anymore, which frightens me. Normally when I dream about her she always has a warning for me, but this time it was more than a warning. Last night I had a dream that wherever I went there was a statue or painting of her, and she would always come to life. Instead of warning me about my death, she informed me that she would be the one that was going to kill me. This however is not the first time she has done this.
The other part of my dream is we were at the church that is not even a mile down the road from my house. Only in my dream the church looked more like a castle. There was a statue of the Virgin Mary's head on top of the church and it came to life, so to speak, and started screaming at me about how it is my fault the world is going to end, my fault I have to die, and my fault everyone has to pay.
That's not the worst part of my story. About three weeks ago I woke up around 3:30 (the witching hour) and saw a woman. She was in the corner of my room with her head down, she looked as if she was crying. When I got up to see if she was okay or not she simply told me "YOUR NEXT!" then disappeared. I remember the scariest thing about it was how she said it. It was not in a woman's voice, it was like a small child, but it sounded like she had a frog in her throat.
The reason I'm so frightened about this is because my whole life I've been told I'm the devils child. Both of my grandmothers died when I was born, and when my great aunt had a break down shortly before her death, she told me "I would burn in Hell with the rest of my little friends!" Being only six years old that kind of stuck with me.
I'm not all to sure what to do, but my brother and I are documenting my dreams and visions of her. My brother takes a rather interested shine to this whole thing. He jokingly said "what if the devil is trying to make you hate all the biblical characters?" What at the time seemed to be a joke, now seems all to realistic.
What do I do?