Before I start my story, I think it would be beneficial to give out some background information. When I was around 15, I had started looking into the paranormal. Shortly afterward I started seeing things. The first time I saw a young girl in a white night gown and the second time I saw a dark shadow following me, suddenly disappear. I had shrugged both these occurrences off as imagination. It wasn't until I awoke around 11 one morning about a month or so later, unable to move, and with an immense sense of dread that I began to understand I was not hallucinating. I remember the basics of this "sleep paralysis" experience. I was unable to move or call for help. I never saw or heard anything but I could very much feel the pressure holding me down begin to increase. I remember once I got my mouth to work, after much work, I shouted the most logical thing to shout at that point, "Get OFF of me!" Not instantly but moments later, I found myself shooting out of bed as though the pressure holding me had suddenly been released. After this experience I was very terrified and immediately looked for explanations online. I came across many people who described the same experience, I was shocked but happy I wasn't the only one.
I had stopped my research, years passed and I never experienced anything like that again until today. I also should add that my older brother started experiencing this a few years ago after he started researching the Occult. He gets them 2 or 3 times a month and it wasn't until then did I change my belief on what this was. Initially, I never thought this was a demon. Recently I started researching sleep paralysis, demons and the Occult more often. I had read that I was likely to experience this again because I was digging deeper into it but I truly never expected it.
This morning I was startled awake from a dream. In the dream, I was with a man and a woman in bed. I was in the same position but the room/bed was different. The man was behind me and he started rocking against me and kissing my neck. But suddenly, it became too intense, too strong and too real. I jumped awake to something sucking on my neck and growling. Everything was the same as last time. I was pinned down and couldn't speak. The two differences were that I was sleeping on my side instead of my back and my soul and/or energy felt like it was being drained... I also don't remember the immense presence and fear the presence brought on. It was so overwhelming and bone crippling. Another difference was that after I was startled awake, I snapped my eyes closed... I did not want to see anything, though I'm not sure I would have regardless.
It was terribly hard to form a coherent thought while this was going on but I managed to do so and the attack stopped after I called for help from God.
Personally... Although I believed them to be demons through my brothers experiences and my research, I did not remember my experience as vividly as I would have liked and therefore I could not relate to the -feeling- as I can right now. I am surer than ever that what I was dealing with was not something Science can explain. It was not "sleep paralysis." It was an attack. Now, I'm not here to convert anyone but I'd like some feedback on this. I want to know if anyone has ever experienced this? I've heard of the entity choking their victim. I've heard of shadow people and the old hag... But not this. I had heard it happens when one is on their back most often but it can occur differently.