This is my first time to ever write a story here. It's all because I was quite hesitant to do so because I thought no one would believe me, but I've read quite a lot of stories here. Different ones ranging from different kinds of cultures and parts of the world. I finally saw a new light of perspective, but still I kept my traditional views of apparitions and the supernatural beings.
I will say that I'm a devout Christian, and I have never tried anything that could possibly summon a spirit. I used to see ghosts when I was a kid but not often. Occasionally I would but they would never communicate or make any eye contact with me. I am 16 years old as of 2012 and there have been something happening to me that I don't quite understand so I thought of it in a religious perspective and a scientific perspective, but I'm going to let you guys have your own opinions to what it is. I could know what it is, but I also need your help of getting rid of it or at least let it know I don't want it to bother me again this much.
When I was 14, I had started to have my own room and I was just done cleaning when suddenly the fan on the center of my room started shaking. I was completely terrified because I knew there was not an earthquake even though I live in Southern California. It was even shaking very violently. I didn't react immediately after that happened, but a few minutes later after freezing from reality I ran to my sister who was in the living room and told her what happened. We were by ourselves in the house since my other family members were out shopping. When they came back, I also told them, but my parents doubted me but my other sister believed me. After all why should I lie? I never tell such inadequate information just to waste their time. I decided to forget about the incident and acted normal around my friends and family. But I was wrong to think that this will stop.
Months later I decided to clean my room once again. I had everything rearranged in my room so I had the bed next to my dresser. One night I was just laying there on my bed trying to go to sleep when suddenly I heard a scream. It was so loud and clear that I thought it was almost next to my right ear. I immediately sat up to look at my surroundings, but there was nothing. I thought the windows were open. But they were all locked up shut so I assumed it was not a cat or anything like that.
And a week or so later I was praying to God in my mind when disruptively this tsk sound interrupted me. It wasn't me because my mouth was closed tight in my extensive memory.
I'm not the only one experiencing this type of phenomenon. My sister told me once when she was living with us she was listening to her MP3 player all awake when a push like someone was sitting on her right while she was lying on bed occurred. It wasn't like an elbow push but it was almost like a whole body sitting on the bed that it even made a ripple on the sheets.
My mother and aunt would sometimes witness the lights going on and off.
So I just accepted these happenings since they or it wasn't harming me or my family in a way. But when I was about to turn 16 things started to get a lot weirder and I went deeper into research as time went by.
In January of this year, I had a normal life. I was getting straight A's and doing my work on time trying to get the education I needed. I started to play in the hockey tea and got more advanced into the Arts. I thought everything was going normal, but one time when I had no homework or any tests to study from, I decided to sleep early to get ready for the next day. Keep in my mind that I had my bed in a different position. Instead of close to the dresser now it's away because of the incident before. I slept for a good amount of time, but I woke up and felt a grip from my feet. It didn't feel like hands. It was just a grip. I knew I was getting dragged down from my bed. I was completely paralyzed when I was being dragged and I knew I was because I felt my velvet blanket's friction against my skin. When I was almost at the edge of my bed, I woke up and had the strength to sit up. I opened the lights and thought what was happening to me. I prayed and I continued to go to sleep. In the morning I told my sister what was happening. She was scared of my experience. After a week or few days my sister told me in the early morning that she heard a man's voice almost a loud groan. I don't really know how it sounded because it wasn't me who heard it, but because of what happened to me I believed her.
The same month late January I had the most horrible night of my life. This time I felt really violated almost wanted to tell my family. But I don't think they would believe me because first of all it might just be my hormones. But it wasn't that. That night I was also relaxed. I didn't have any problems or any type of depression. I was happy with my friends. I was even shopping with my sister so why would something go wrong afterwards. I was sleeping on the same bed every night.
But I was so comfortable that I let my walls down and became careless of this entity after awhile of enjoying my carefree life.
I was sleeping again on a different way though. I didn't have my blankets on me since the heater was on. I decided to doze off a bit, but I saw a black cloud almost in a human form. It didn't speak to me, but I felt its intention. It wanted to have sex with me. I didn't like that at all. I was devastated. I was paralyzed once again. My thoughts were almost crying out to the figure, but it was doing what it wanted to do. Before I felt anything, my thoughts moved to God and I called out Jesus's name to suppress it. When I finally said his name he disappeared and my eyes 'opened' up in reality. I thought I was sleeping and dreaming, but I looked into the empty space completely awake. I saw the same thing the same background, but no black cloud.
Last month, I woke up from a cat nap and felt slight pain down there. It isn't a big pain like a headache but it was more of a slight tear. I hope I was wrong and just imagining things. Sometimes even before also now I would feel cold touches on my face at night even at summer.
At night I would sleep naked because it would get really hot that not even air condition will solve the problem. I would feel paralyzed even though I wasn't sleeping, but I would have my control over things once my alarm clock sounded.
Right now I haven't had anything happening to me because of my schedule. But I just wanted to share this so you guys could give me a hand because I want to find a solution. I am still confused to what it is. I thought it was the effects of sleep paralysis. But based on what I experienced and heard from my sister I don't think so.